A Court of Mist and Fury by Sarah J. Maas, Tamlin Locks Feyre Up and Mor Busts Her Out, Pt 3

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Hey confessors, buckle up, you're about to hear episode 3 of

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our Court of Mist and Fury coverage. Feyre is spending a whole lot

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more time with Rhysand, and let's just say the Night Court is

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starting to feel dangerously like home.

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Yes! At the gnarly tree.

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That poor girl. And then, like, at some point in

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this space when she's back at the Spring Court, this is where, like,

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she has the talons or something that are growing, and Lucien sees,

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and Lucien's like, Oh,

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okay. Yeah, it's shape-shifting.

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But still, but still,

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he does nothing. All he does is

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he asks her, hey, how long has that been a thing? She's like, I don't

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know, it just happened. Just right now, about 7 seconds ago. But he does

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actually— hold up. Yeah, he, he says, hey, how long has that been happening? She's

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like, oh, it just started. And I think that fuels him to say, okay,

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I'm gonna try again to approach

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Tamlin and get the training that you need. Obviously

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it's unsuccessful. I think he goes in and it's Tamlin and

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Nianthe in a room, and Lucien goes in, they close the door. Feyre's not allowed

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to be a part of that conversation, but she can hear it in the hallway.

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There's a lot of conversations in this trip that she's not allowed to be part

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of. Yeah. And she literally just doesn't even care. Yeah. She's like,

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oh, I guess maybe Tamlin and Iante, something might be there, but

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meh, whatever. But when she became a Fade, didn't her hearing

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also get super, super strong too? Yeah, like she can hear from

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outside in the hallway, but she, like, to your point, Nacho, I

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think she gives up. Like, she doesn't care because she's just

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been beaten down so much that I saw it as her just like

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literally giving up. Yep, fuck it. You know, can't

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be in the room, it's fine. Yeah, literally don't care. The, the

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feet shuffling, for me, it's just like— it's

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the feet shuffling for me is more of an indicator than just

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shoulders down and head down or whatever. The feet shuffling,

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like, to not even—

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not that she didn't care, but she just didn't want to be aware of anything

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that was happening to the point that she didn't even want to pick her feet

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up off the Mm-hmm. Like, I don't know. The pitter-pattering. When

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she comes back that time and the shape-shifting and all that shit, and she hears

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that Tamlin is still not agreeing to let Lucien train her,

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um, is what leads us to that final straw for Feyre and

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Tamlin. And, um, again, you

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know, the day starts as any other where Tamlin's gonna go out and fucking, I

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don't know, fight beasts or God knows whatever the fuck he's doing out there,

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but she wants to go. She's like, I'm coming. Both of them armed up,

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ready to rock and roll. And she's like, no, I'm coming. And she's trying to

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take a very firm stance here. I'm gonna go. I don't care what you say.

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I'm gonna go. I'm just gonna go. I'll sit on the— I'll be back

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behind, or I'll like, I'll go do

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whatever, you know? I'll do literally anything to get out of this fucking house.

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He's like, go paint, go for a ride. She's like, no, I'm fucking coming. And

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I think this is the scene where I have another voice memo running, is

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that Um, he tells her like, I can protect you from

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anything. Like, you don't need to be a part of this. I got you. I

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got you. And she's immediately like, no, you don't fucking got me. 'Cause you didn't

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have me with Amarantha. You sure shit ain't gonna be able to do it now.

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Right. And that's fueling her fight to say, I'm going. And

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I think she says, well, I'm gonna come anyways, whether or not you let me.

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And he tells her, don't you even dare.

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Yep. And then walks out. Yes. Yep. And then Lucien is

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like, I'm gonna try to talk to her. And she's just like, no, no, no,

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no, no, no, no, I'm— I need to go. I need to get out of

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this house. Lucien is not that— like, get me out of this house. And then

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we get into like claustrophobia. Yeah, it's intense. And then

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Lucien's like, no, but really, no, but really, we're gonna— I'm, I'm gonna talk to

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him. And finally she's just like, your talking

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is not doing anything. Yeah. She's like,

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I'm fucking going. Watch me walk out this door. And she goes to walk and

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boom, slams into like a brick wall. She can't get out of the

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door. She can't get out of the windows. She's officially trapped in

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this house, and she fucking loses it.

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Yeah. Like, the trigger of all triggers. She's

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back under the mountain. She's a prisoner. She somehow

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envelops herself in this black, shadowy mass that nobody else in the

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house, like Alice, can even penetrate through, get her. She is

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full-on, like, knees to chest, rocking, completely

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fucked. Yep. And she is essentially

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closing in on herself. It is an

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anxiety attack on crack, like the

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one of the worst kinds of anxiety attacks, the kind that just

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leave you shaking. I mean, I've had one. I've had a panic attack like that.

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It's horrible. And it fucking pissed me off. Like,

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okay, nobody keeps baby in the house. Nobody. Like, no,

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it's baby. You fucking asshole. Yeah. But

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this leads us to the MVP of the motherfucking book.

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She can hear Alice. She can hear another voice. It's a female

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voice. And she feels these strong, beautiful, wonderful female

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hands come into her ball of fury and pick her up and

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take her out of the house. And she hears Alice say to that person, just

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get her out of here, keep her safe, or something like that. And all she—

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she is not— I don't think she's in her own body to realize who it

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is or what's happening, but it's Mor. Yes. Mor went into the house

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to get her because Rhysand could hear and feel that she was in

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danger. But because of their agreement, Rhysand cannot go in and

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take her unless it's their time of the month, which sounds like a

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period. He can't go and get her until it's

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his time, but he shatters her wards. He's on a

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separate land. He sends Mor in— Like in the

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Summer Court or something. Yeah, like Switzerland, like some

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neutral territory. And Mor brings

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her to Rhysand. There's a handoff again. Feyre is sort of in her own

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body, can't acknowledge what's happening, but she feels Rhysand. And she

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feels— there's like a little line there

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acknowledging that the shadows comfort her and— are

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stroking her and calming her down, and then she feels the cool air. And

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oh, and Mor— I love that Mor was like telling her, you're free, you're

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free, you're safe, you're free, and like just kept talking her through that.

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But yeah, Rhysand takes her back to the Night Court and she fucking passes out.

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And when she wakes up again, that handsome

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motherfucker was just sitting there waiting for her to wake up.

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Yes. Hands in his pocket. Hands in his pocket,

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picking at some lint.

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But I love that. I love the way that was written.

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And yeah, fuck Tamlin. I mean, think about like any time in

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your life where something like that has happened, like how you would wish somebody would

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swoop in and take and make, make it all go away.

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Make you feel protected. And make you feel protected. Yeah.

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Yeah, yeah, it's funny. I didn't, I didn't, uh, think of it as an anxiety

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attack, but I think that's why it,

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it hit so hard for me because of how,

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how that all worked out. Like, I just— yeah. It was PTSD

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wrapped in anxiety, which was— which is the worst. And

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how that, like,

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experience was explained and written

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by the author is sometimes how I

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feel, right? Like that loss of control, that

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overwhelming, I don't know, right? So

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I super

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resonated with that whole experience. I mean,

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clearly I don't have shadows and wind and fire,

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but like those things all

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felt or were explained. Like, I

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would use those ways to explain how my body feels

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when something like that happens. So I was super

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like— Yeah. I was crying 'cause

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I'm a hot mess express because she was

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so— she had finally hit, and we all know how much I love a

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roller coaster on a character. But she finally hit the

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bottom and she was done and that was it.

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And, and then people who actually cared for

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her picked her up. Yeah.

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Yeah. Yeah. I, I loved, I loved, I loved Mor

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so much for that because I feel like when you are in that state of

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mind, she was saying all of the right things. Like she was

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making sure Feyre knew that she was finally free, that she was out, that she

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was safe. And then Feyre wakes up at the Night Court

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with Rhysand there, had been there by her side just to make sure everything was

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okay. And I love/hated how

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he told her, you know, you're welcome to stay here as long as you

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want, but if you want to go back, just say the word and I'll take

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you back. Yeah. And I hated that. Like, I think in that moment, I wanted

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him to be like, listen, bitch, I'll let you try it your way.

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That shit didn't work out. You are not going back. But he didn't. He left

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that option open for her. Mm-hmm. Whenever you want to, if you

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ever want to, I'll take you back. But if not, don't worry, you can

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stay here. Again, giving her a choice, giving her

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agency over her own body. I feel like all of that

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leads us to like the actual story. I feel

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like this is when she starts to like look at Rhysand like not a monster.

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Yeah. You know, like, he, he is giving her a place

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to stay. He's becoming her safety net, I

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guess, or her safe space. Um, and

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like, right away she's like, hey, yo, like, thank you for that, but, um,

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wherever you go, I go. Like, don't, don't trap me here. Just let me come

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with you and be a part of whatever's going on. Yeah, because he's like, I

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gotta go, I gotta go do a thing. And then she's like, uh, but

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take me with you. It was like, um,

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he's like, should I put down— she's like, no,

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but really, I'm gonna go with you. You can't leave me here. Please don't leave

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me here. Yeah. And is that when he takes her to

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Velaris? I think it happens fast after that. Yeah,

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yeah, that's when he— she ends up in Velaris. Here's how

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I imagine it. It's this beautiful, quaint city

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that has like mom-and-pop shops and like restaurants and

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shopping, and there's a whole artist quarter, and

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there's happiness and laughter and families and like the

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happiest— it's like Disney World. The happiest place on earth is Velaris. And

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she finds out that this is the place Rhysand has been keeping safe and

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hidden for a very long time, that he has

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gone to extreme lengths to make sure nobody knows where it is or that it

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even exists. any longer to keep everybody in it

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safe. And she kind of like, I think,

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questions like, damn, if you could have done that, if you could do that for

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this place, why didn't you do it for others as well? And

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I think he's just like, yo, I would do it again. Like, this, this was

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the reach I had, this was what I could do, and I would do it

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again. Because his— right, his inner circle is there.

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Yes. And that was like his home.

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And the fact that he was able to keep this hidden from

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Amaretto for 50 fucking years

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was amazing. Yeah, he like wiped it out of everybody's

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memory before she took his powers. Like, I wanted to go live

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in Polaris. And I feel like that's Rhysand's way of letting

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her in as his mate, right? Like, I'm gonna let you

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into this really safe place for me because

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he's giving her a chance. I think like he's like, okay, if she's gonna be

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part of my court, I want her to know this stuff. I want to be

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able to trust her. Um, he also shares with her like

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he's, he's, I guess from the beginning has told her he wants her to

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help him. He needs her for help because he knows that

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there's a war coming. The King of Hybern is

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gearing up to fuck up the human realm and like just all on

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war. He wants to be the leader of all. And so Rhysand needs Feyre's

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help and prep for when that happens.

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And so he gives her a choice again, like, if you want to be a

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part of my court, you need to meet my court before you

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decide. Let this be part of your decision. Yeah, he

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want— he wants her to be 100% sure and certain.

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She decides to send the letter to Tamlin to say, hey, yo,

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homie, I'm never coming back. Like, fuck off, dude, I'm

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not coming back. She meets the rest of Rhysand's court, which

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are the other characters in this series. We meet

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Azriel, Cassian, we

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already knew Mor, and then Amren. They

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meet at like a family dinner, and so she gets to see Rhysand be

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himself, like guard down. This is his inner circle.

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They're exchanging stories of how they all met. That's when we learned that Cassian beat

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the shit out of Rhysand for his clothes. But we

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also learned that Rhysand's mother was a kind woman who saw that Cassian didn't

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really have a warm home and took him and Azriel in

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as other kids essentially and took care of them. So they

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become like this brother, like these brothers to each other. And

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Cassian is like this brute strength Illyrian warrior, and

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Azriel is also, um, another brother of Rhysand,

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but like mysterious and

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quiet and observant. And it was

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like his chosen family, because family doesn't have to be blood.

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It can be the people in our, in our life that can be

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family also. Mm-hmm. And Amren

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is like this beautiful person,

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but also like a creature, maybe? We don't really know what Amren

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is. She don't eat food, she eats people. She's a tiny little hot tamale. It's

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fine. She, she's another fucking

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badass. I would really— this is

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not a nice— okay, yeah, so I would really, if I was

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I think Amren would be my speed. Like, I would let her do mean things

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to me and I'd be okay with it. I'd be

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like, yes please, may I have another?

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Another and another. I've been so, so

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disrespectful. I need to be course corrected.

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I've been a bad girl. Please take care of me. I'm

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so naughty. But yeah,

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because she's just this tiny little feisty Like,

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out of this world. Yeah, like you don't know.

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There's layers. There's onion layers. That's what it is. We don't know who or

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what she is. We just know she likes like warm lamb's blood or

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something. She's got glowing eyes, but she's

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fucking sexy. Lamb

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blood and sheep's blood, because that's what it is. Sheep's blood is so

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much more pure. That's what it is. No, the baby. The baby. Yeah,

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the baby sheep, the lambs. The

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babies. I love though that

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immediately they treat Farrah as like a human being

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with choices, with powers, with a story. They want to know who she is, get

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to know her. They're asking her questions like, yo, I think Cassian's like, yo, I

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heard you fucking made a bone trap for

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this fucking worm that was chasing you. Like, what the hell? Like, I mean, they're

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immediately Yeah. Kind of joking and teasing and

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accepting her into the inner fold. And she is like, whoa,

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like, there's people that care.

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And she wants to learn their story as much as they want to

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learn hers. And she makes the choice then and there, okay, I'm gonna

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fucking do this. I'm gonna be a part of this court.

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Teach me all the things. And Rhysand

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has quote unquote, like, tests. Like, he has things he needs her to do

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to begin this road to helping them.

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Is this where, like, G says that there's all the manipulation that's happening?

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Is this, like, where you feel, like, so much of the manipulation?

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I, I did it. I felt that

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probably right up until, like,

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chapter Like

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maybe 50. And then I saw the other

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side of it. I saw all this manipulation,

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and I, I knew that they needed her powers for the greater good,

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but I felt like they were using her for that.

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and then in an edgy kind of way, you You know what I mean? Uh,

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like, I felt like, um,

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Rosanne and more maybe Cassian

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also, that they, they knew how powerful

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she was and that there's this endgame,

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right? Like, where we got this whole endgame towards the end of

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the book, but they needed

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her powers in order to see that

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endgame come to fruition, but you don't see that right in the

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beginning. You see that more towards the end of the book. Did

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that answer your question? Yeah. No, I feel like that he

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does manipulate her. And I feel like when she calls him out on it, that

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he's just like, yeah,

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I needed you to do these things.

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And in order to get you to do these things, I told you what you

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needed to know so that you could get through them. The, the tip, quote

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unquote. Yeah, dude, like, just get through the things. And then

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she's like, oh yeah, no, fuck you, I'm not interested in

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that. You tell me everything. And he's like, fine. And yet he still

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does it like 1 or 2 more times.

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Yeah, the, the very first, I guess,

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like, he— they share with her that,

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like, um, do you remember Amaretto would wear the ring with the eyeball? And it

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belongs to this guy. I can't remember what the— Durian. Durian, yes. And so,

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uh, Rhysand says, hey, we never found Durian's ring. Turns out that eyeball is

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missing somewhere. We believe the King of Hybern has it. We don't know why

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he has it. He also has like a necklace of this guy's finger or something,

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right? So they're like, he's got these 2 parts for this dead guy.

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Um, we need to figure it out. We're going to the Bone Carver,

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and he wants Feyre to go because Feyre

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is going to give— well, Rhysand grabbed the

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bone that delivered the killing shot from

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the pit that she built in book 1.

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So he wants to bring Feyre, kind of to your point of

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manipulation and shit, because Feyre is unique,

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something the Bone Carver has never seen, and has this bone, right? So

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they go there to deliver the goods and ask questions. They want— and

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the Bone Carver won't talk to them anymore. So they get there and it was

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hella fucking creepy. The Bone Carver is a creepy

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motherfucker who can appear differently

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to different people. And to Feyre, the

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Bone Carver appears as a little boy that Feyre seems to

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find familiar, doesn't quite know where. This fucked me up in the—

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later fucked me up so hard. Give me the foreshadowing, Nacho.

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Oh, foreshadowing! Yeah.

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Fucked me up so hard. And I think to Rhysand it appeared as

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Durian or something like that, some other character. I think so, yeah. And in

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the interaction with the Bone Carver, because obviously they're there with an end goal to

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figure out why does this king have these 2 things, what is his plan, what

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is he gonna do, it is revealed then something

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that you brought up earlier, Nacho, which, um, The Bone Carver is

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asking her, hey, what did it feel like to die? Where did you go? What

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did you see? What'd you do? Right. Yeah. No, I think it's—

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yes, great. Yes. And so she

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is describing what it felt like to die. I heard my neck snap. I knew

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I was dying. I was falling into this black pit, whatever, whatever. He's like, what'd

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you see? Nothing. It was darkness. It was black. There was nobody there. Then she

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goes, but I felt a tug. There was a thread. I knew home

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was on the other side of that. And so that kind of kept her,

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I guess, from passing fully, right? So we

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get to hear that part. Rhysand looks incredibly troubled to hear Feyre

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sharing this information, but nonetheless,

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they get what they need from the Bone Carver and they

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leave. The Weaver—

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side note, one of my favorite horror movies when I was a little kid was,

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um, Texas Chainsaw Massacre with Leatherface.

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So when I read The Weaver, that's what

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I imagined. So The Weaver is this lovely lady

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who is in the woods. She's a fucking creepy bitch,

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man. You know what? It was like Hansel and Gretel.

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Yeah, for me it was like a cross of Hansel and Gretel and

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Rumpelstiltskin. Thank you. Okay, okay.

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I went full Texas Chainsaw Massacre. She's like weaving

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shit with like human hair. And

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her house is made out of bone and flesh. Yeah.

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Gross. And she's singing some creepy-ass song the whole time that she's

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sitting there, like, weaving, like, with her foot. And, like, the Audible

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version of this, the graphic audio, phenomenal, phenomenal.

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You hear, like, the spinning of the wheel and, like, it is— it's so

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fucking good. So, yeah,

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Rhysand takes Feyre to a character called the Weaver. Because

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he needs to test if Feyre can

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sense magical objects and find them

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based on what she's sensing. And the object that she is searching for

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is Rhysand's mother's ring. Now,

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Rhysand's mother gave the Weaver the ring to keep

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safe, and— So he doesn't waste it.

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So he doesn't waste it. Uh, we later

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find out that that ring, it would

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only ever be found by a suitable mate for

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Rhysand. The mate would have to go through this and find the ring. So, but

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she doesn't know that at the time, but everybody else

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literally does. Because once she makes it up that chimney

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with the hair and the grease, that was like disgusting. And I was like—

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I have— I was like, this bitch

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gonna take me on this roller coaster of a ride right now. This is messy.

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Rhysand delivers Feyre to the weaver because he can't go inside because the

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weaver knows him. So he's like, Feyre, weaver doesn't know you. You got to

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go in there and find this fucking object. Feyre goes in

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sneaking around, trying to be quiet because the weaver's blind or something. I

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don't know. Oh, yeah, super blind. Don't make a noise. She needs to be incredibly

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quiet. She finds the object, turns out it's a ring. She puts it in her

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pocket and now she's trying to leave and she notices the weaver has stopped spinning.

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singing. She's like, fuck it, I gotta book it for this door. Goes to run

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for the door, the weaver's like, nah, you're not going anywhere. Who's in my

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house? Yes. So Feyre

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sees one option to get out of this house. I gotta go through this hair

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roof. And Feyre like lights

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the weaver's house on fire. Yes. Climbs her way

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out of this flesh and hair and bone cottage.

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And then goes meets up with Rosanne, who's just like chilling, lounging on a tree.

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He's like, hey, how's it going? In the meantime,

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she's got like fucking, fucking cooked flesh

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in her hands. Cooked flesh. She does like super nimble fey shit though.

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She gets off and she's like dancing to like walking to the end of

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one branch and jumping onto another branch. She's like really like

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fully embracing like her fey like Magical spot. Finally,

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Sam, where the fuck is he? It's like the first time that she like spreads

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her wings a little bit. Yeah, but what I, I love too is like when

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she got stuck in the chimney.

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Oh, I was drinking when you were bringing that up. Finish that, finish that thought.

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Why do you love it so much? She— because like she let her power come

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out. Like she like battled her way out of this really

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tight spot and she, she didn't Now she realizes

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like how strong she is. Like she like busted this

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motherfucker up. Even though she was like covered

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in fucking grease and red hair.

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And the hair. So much for me. I was

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like— Can I tell you my

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favorite line that also made me gag immediately, but I fucking— I

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appreciated the shit out of it. So they winnow back And

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Cassian, Amren, they're all waiting to see like, oh my God, what happened, right?

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And Feyre gets there and the first words out of—

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out of Amren's mouth says, Feyre, you smell like barbecue.

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Yes. Can I

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lick you? Do you have any

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sauce to go with that? I was like, I fucking love how

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gross that is, dude. That shit was

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Doesn't she like completely start throwing up

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realizing like what she's covered in? Like

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Feyre's like, she's also

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pissed because I don't think up until this point they knew that she got the

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ring. She like slams the ring down like, why the fuck did you have me

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going there for this shit? And then Cassian's like, oh fuck, she

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found it. She's on fire.

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I don't even think they realized what they— what she was going in

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there for or what the purpose of the, the

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trip was until she opened it, or

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he opened it, and it was the ring from the mom. And they were—

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it seemed to me like they were all just like, oh, you had

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her do that? And now, oh, double

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oh. Like, they're putting things together. Like, they already know

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that they're mates. because of how

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Rhysand came back from— was it Calanmai

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or something like that? No, from Under the Mountain. Under the

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Mountain. As soon as he came back, remember, he was freed and he—

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Under the Mountain is when he realizes, oh shit, this is my mate. He goes

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back to the Night Court. And as he arrives there, he

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says, she's my mate. That's the first words he says. And then they're

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like, oh shit. Oh yeah, okay. I do think you're right though. Like, I think

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everybody starts to put double it together. Like, oh, it was the ring. Oh, the

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ring means this. Oh shit, that's his mate. You know what I mean? Like, they're

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all like, but nobody's saying it to her. Um,

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but now Rhys knows that she can sniff out magical objects, and

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that was what he needed to know from the High Fae, from the High Lords.

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Yeah. Um, I think shortly after that is when

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he— the subject of Ianthe comes up again, and he

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shares the memory he has of Ianthe with Feyre because she's like, why don't you

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like this chick. Like, you fucking hate her. Like, what's going on? Because she's a

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psycho fucking bitch. That's why. Yeah. And he

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shares with her this really disturbing memory of how Ianthe

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00:28:28,791 --> 00:28:32,455
basically was trying to fuck Rhysand for his

449
00:28:32,551 --> 00:28:35,749
power. She showed up naked in her— in his bed.

450
00:28:36,424 --> 00:28:39,846
Mm-hmm. This was even before Under the Mountain too.

451
00:28:40,344 --> 00:28:43,975
Yep. He, uh, shows her the memory. She's trying to fuck

452
00:28:43,975 --> 00:28:47,633
Rhysand. He's like, no, no, no. Um, she, I think, touches him

453
00:28:48,851 --> 00:28:51,993
and— or reaches to touch him or something like that, and he

454
00:28:52,554 --> 00:28:56,208
destroys her hand with magic and like breaks her hand. After she gets off the

455
00:28:56,240 --> 00:29:00,054
bed and she tries to be like, oh, but you really want to do this,

456
00:29:00,311 --> 00:29:04,109
and he's like, no, bitch, I really don't. Don't touch me. Yeah, don't touch

457
00:29:04,173 --> 00:29:07,924
me, don't touch another male of my court. Like breaks her hand with magic. Brutalizes

458
00:29:07,924 --> 00:29:11,466
her hand, yeah. Which is foreshadowing for book

459
00:29:11,482 --> 00:29:14,479
3. Foreshadowing!

460
00:29:16,447 --> 00:29:19,597
After that, they take a trip to Feyre's

461
00:29:19,792 --> 00:29:20,815
family's home.

462
00:29:23,620 --> 00:29:27,005
So fucking wild. Their goal

463
00:29:27,439 --> 00:29:31,247
is to convince Nesta and, um,

464
00:29:32,178 --> 00:29:35,697
Elain that— to let them

465
00:29:35,729 --> 00:29:38,703
basically use their house for a neutral meeting spot. So

466
00:29:39,124 --> 00:29:41,804
Rhysand wants to meet with the

467
00:29:42,445 --> 00:29:45,890
queens. So during, uh, Farrah's stay with

468
00:29:45,890 --> 00:29:49,543
Rhysand, he lets her know that war is coming

469
00:29:50,360 --> 00:29:54,062
and that, uh, that there's this

470
00:29:54,062 --> 00:29:56,770
cauldron in Hybern,

471
00:29:57,891 --> 00:30:01,208
and that there's this book of secrets, a book of

472
00:30:01,272 --> 00:30:04,942
magic, right? But the book is split in 2, so

473
00:30:05,583 --> 00:30:09,322
one half of the book is in Immortal Land. The other

474
00:30:09,418 --> 00:30:13,076
half of the book is in Mortal Land. Summer Court.

475
00:30:13,141 --> 00:30:15,284
Summer Court. So one in Summer Court and one

476
00:30:17,488 --> 00:30:21,071
in the human world. But it's in

477
00:30:21,167 --> 00:30:24,461
this, like, castle or estate

478
00:30:24,960 --> 00:30:28,713
with these high queens, but it's, it's got all these

479
00:30:29,149 --> 00:30:32,710
spells around it so they can't get into this. So what they want to

480
00:30:32,775 --> 00:30:36,062
do is use Feyre's father's

481
00:30:36,803 --> 00:30:40,394
estate now to be like their headquarters so that they can

482
00:30:41,457 --> 00:30:45,301
liaison between these, these queens and everything

483
00:30:45,317 --> 00:30:48,788
else. I like that during this scene we kind of see some sparks fly between

484
00:30:48,788 --> 00:30:52,189
Nesta and Cassian. You know, there's that thin line.

485
00:30:52,274 --> 00:30:53,192
5 books later.

486
00:30:55,980 --> 00:30:59,817
Um, but he— I love that he gave her shit. Oh, like,

487
00:30:59,897 --> 00:31:02,756
I loved it. You let her go out there and hunt. Like, fuck yes, Cassian,

488
00:31:02,948 --> 00:31:05,967
give Nesta some shit. Um, I

489
00:31:06,240 --> 00:31:09,773
love that we kind of see a little bit of a spark between Elain

490
00:31:10,030 --> 00:31:13,451
and Azriel. Yes. I thought that was pretty interesting.

491
00:31:14,029 --> 00:31:17,819
I kind of wish that Cassian and Nesta had gone out to the

492
00:31:17,819 --> 00:31:20,774
backyard, fought it out, and, and just fight it out.

493
00:31:21,030 --> 00:31:24,644
Me too. Like, like angry sex.

494
00:31:24,724 --> 00:31:26,571
That would have been fucking fantastic.

495
00:31:27,036 --> 00:31:30,582
Mm-hmm. During this time, I

496
00:31:30,582 --> 00:31:34,079
think Rhys and Feyre are still training, and he takes her out into the woods

497
00:31:35,379 --> 00:31:38,988
and he uses her as bait to

498
00:31:38,988 --> 00:31:42,742
trap the adder. Oh yeah. And during this scene is

499
00:31:42,823 --> 00:31:46,031
when we get to see— obviously Rhysand shows up fucking

500
00:31:46,384 --> 00:31:49,785
immediately, you know, renders this adder helpless,

501
00:31:50,555 --> 00:31:54,228
but it's the first time we see Feyre get pissed with

502
00:31:54,244 --> 00:31:57,496
Rhysand and she's like, oh yeah, you're gonna fucking use me as bait, bitch.

503
00:31:58,265 --> 00:32:01,999
And she winnows. I guess she likes that about Rhysand. Yeah. And he

504
00:32:01,999 --> 00:32:05,604
keeps like, she's going after him and he's dodging her left and right and he's

505
00:32:05,620 --> 00:32:09,145
loving it. You know, he's like, come at me. And she starts to winnow.

506
00:32:09,466 --> 00:32:13,151
And finally, and winnowing is like, you know, moving from one space to the next

507
00:32:13,151 --> 00:32:16,917
within like a second. And she's chasing him and that's how she's able to

508
00:32:16,917 --> 00:32:20,749
catch him and like pin him down. And he's like, okay, okay, okay. But

509
00:32:20,766 --> 00:32:23,608
that's, I think, to your earlier point, Nacho, where she's like, if you're gonna do

510
00:32:23,608 --> 00:32:26,692
this, just tell me. Let me be a part of that decision. Don't,

511
00:32:27,387 --> 00:32:30,181
don't do it without me knowing. Right. So he's like, okay.

512
00:32:31,749 --> 00:32:35,370
After that, he shares with her the vision of what they do to the Adder,

513
00:32:35,386 --> 00:32:39,041
because I think she asks, like, what the fuck happened? So

514
00:32:39,041 --> 00:32:42,728
he is able to let her see the memories through his eyes

515
00:32:43,084 --> 00:32:46,610
and hear his thoughts during that time too. All of it is basically to say

516
00:32:46,610 --> 00:32:50,432
they're getting closer with one another and Are you eating carrot cake? I was hungry.

517
00:32:50,480 --> 00:32:54,184
I'm having some cinnamon roll. It's huge. Listen, I'll go— I'll

518
00:32:54,184 --> 00:32:57,390
turn my, my video off. No, no,

519
00:32:58,577 --> 00:33:02,345
hell no. I want to watch it fumbling down your chest. It's

520
00:33:02,345 --> 00:33:06,032
probably about 5 inches wide. She needs a heim lick. She's

521
00:33:06,032 --> 00:33:09,415
fine, she's fine. Nobody's getting a heiny lick today. A heiny lick?

522
00:33:10,217 --> 00:33:13,552
Hey, unless you're Tamlin.

523
00:33:13,680 --> 00:33:16,999
Hey, once for Tamlin, twice for Rhysand.

524
00:33:18,122 --> 00:33:21,488
Are you good?

525
00:33:22,006 --> 00:33:23,269
Give us a thumbs up if you can breathe.

526
00:33:27,100 --> 00:33:30,683
All right, speaking of cinnamon rolls, bring us back in, bring

527
00:33:30,731 --> 00:33:34,523
us back in. Uh, so yeah, after they do

528
00:33:34,523 --> 00:33:38,317
the adder thing, he shares his memories. They're getting closer, he's trusting her more.

529
00:33:38,864 --> 00:33:42,243
They return to Valaris, and that was— that I think is the first

530
00:33:42,243 --> 00:33:43,771
time they kind of start to

531
00:33:46,572 --> 00:33:50,407
They all, as a team, go out to dinner. Half the team breaks off and

532
00:33:50,407 --> 00:33:53,711
like goes dancing at a bar and shit. And then it basically leaves Feyre and

533
00:33:53,808 --> 00:33:57,436
Rhysand. And they start walking at night, and Velaris,

534
00:33:57,630 --> 00:34:00,669
and talking, and essentially showing

535
00:34:00,847 --> 00:34:04,647
vulnerability with one another. And I think that's when the

536
00:34:04,647 --> 00:34:08,350
feelings kind of are like full on in hyper gear.

537
00:34:08,933 --> 00:34:12,714
After that is when she's like, She goes and starts training

538
00:34:12,730 --> 00:34:16,547
with Cassian. It's one of my favorite scenes, I think, with Cassian in

539
00:34:16,595 --> 00:34:20,284
this book, is he's holding— like, this is how I envision it— he's holding a

540
00:34:20,284 --> 00:34:24,006
punching bag and Feyre is just like fucking wailing on this punching bag. And in

541
00:34:24,118 --> 00:34:27,599
that, she's releasing like these emotions and these feelings of like

542
00:34:29,010 --> 00:34:32,507
what she thinks of herself in hurting those faeries under the

543
00:34:32,507 --> 00:34:35,570
mountain. And like, she's like finally confronting

544
00:34:36,404 --> 00:34:39,147
these thoughts and these emotions that she's been ignoring this whole time. Yeah.

545
00:34:40,318 --> 00:34:43,894
And it's with Cassian, and her fists start to turn into

546
00:34:43,942 --> 00:34:47,775
fire, and she's just punching through this bag. And when she

547
00:34:47,791 --> 00:34:51,608
finally breaks and is crying and sobbing,

548
00:34:51,800 --> 00:34:55,585
Cassian's there saying, it's okay, I'm okay, I'm okay, you

549
00:34:55,585 --> 00:34:59,337
haven't hurt me yet. Yeah, like, he's just there for her. Like, he's like,

550
00:34:59,401 --> 00:35:02,753
I'm here, girl. Like, you need me, keep going, keep punching. And

551
00:35:02,769 --> 00:35:06,537
Rhysand is somewhere else on the field training, but I think can feel through that

552
00:35:06,537 --> 00:35:10,079
bond like, oh shit, like something's going on. And he's right there by her

553
00:35:10,079 --> 00:35:13,556
side and he covers her with his wings and lets her just cry

554
00:35:13,989 --> 00:35:17,579
it out. And he's also naked from the belly button up and

555
00:35:17,691 --> 00:35:20,784
so slickery. Slickery.

556
00:35:21,457 --> 00:35:24,390
I like it when we're slickery. Yummy.

557
00:35:25,367 --> 00:35:29,149
After that is the other trial. They decide they need to go to the

558
00:35:29,149 --> 00:35:32,851
summer court because that is where the other half of the book is rumored to

559
00:35:32,851 --> 00:35:33,076
be.