A Court of Mist and Fury by Sarah J. Maas, Feyre Becomes High Lady and Goes Back to Destroy the Spring Court, Pt 4
In the final part of our A Court of Mist and Fury by Sarah J. Maas discussion, Feyre and Rhysand finally confront the mating bond, seal the deal in a paint-covered cabin, defend Velaris, and walk straight into the absolute disaster waiting for them in Hybern. Tamlin’s bargain, Nesta and Elain going into the Cauldron, Lucien’s mate reveal, Feyre becoming High Lady of the Night Court, and one hell of a Spring Court revenge mission bring ACOMAF to a completely unhinged finish.
Heads up, confessors: this is a SPOILER-HEAVY episode.
We are finishing A Court of Mist and Fury, which means the Summer Court, Starfall, the mating bond, Hybern, the Cauldron, Nesta and Elain, and that fucking ending are all fair game.
If you are not finished with ACOMAF, turn around now unless you want the entire last chunk of this book dumped directly into your emotional support beverage.
The Book- Title: A Court of Mist and Fury
- Series: Book 2 of the A Court of Thorns and Roses series
- Author: Sarah J. Maas
- Spice / Heat: The literary edging finally ends. We get in foreplay, wing teasing, emotional fucking, actual fucking, and a paint-covered table.
- Tropes: Mates, enemies to lovers, found family, forced proximity, chosen family, hidden marriage, High Lady, touch-her-and-die energy, revenge, magical bargains, war
Feyre spends this episode choosing herself over and over again.
She tells Lucien no. She saves Rhysand. She demands the truth about the mating bond. She fights for Velaris. And when everything goes completely to shit in Hybern, she makes the most dangerous choice of all: going back to the Spring Court on purpose.
This isn't Feyre being rescued anymore.
This is Feyre making the fucking plan.
Keywords: A Court of Mist and Fury, ACOMAF, ACOTAR, Sarah J. Maas, Feyre Archeron, Rhysand, Tamlin, Lucien, Nesta Archeron, Elain Archeron, Cassian, Mor, Velaris, Night Court, Spring Court, King of Hybern, mating bond, High Lady, fantasy romance, Paperback Confessions
The Pour- Cocktail: Starfall Blackberry Gin Fizz — pretty, sparkly, romantic, and absolutely hiding emotional damage.
- Alternate drink: Paint-Splattered Espresso Martini — for surviving 55 chapters of G-Rex screaming about literary edging.
- Non-alcoholic option: Night Court Blackberry Lemonade — because somebody in this episode has to stay sober enough to recognize a terrible bargain.
What matters more: protecting someone, or trusting them to make their own choice?
That difference runs through the entire episode. Rhys lets Feyre face Lucien herself, Feyre refuses to be sent home during the attack on Velaris, and by the end she makes a terrifying decision nobody can make for her.
She is done being handled.
What We Get Into- Feyre and Rhys getting jealous at the Summer Court
- Stealing the second half of the Book
- Under-the-Mountain roleplay and industrial-strength edging
- Rhys crushing Mor’s father’s hand
- Starfall and Feyre finally painting again
- Feyre telling Lucien she is never going back
- Inn-room wing teasing and second base
- Feyre going full G.I. Jane to save Rhys
- The Suriel dropping the mating-bond bomb
- Cabin confessions and paint-table sex
- Feyre defending Velaris from the Attor
- Tamlin’s deal with Hybern
- Elain and Nesta entering the Cauldron
- Lucien realizing Elain is his mate
- Feyre becoming High Lady and infiltrating the Spring Court
- G-Rex: “This was like edging at the nth fucking level. I was so mad.”
- G-Rex: “I want to tickle your wings. Come here.”
- Dirty Skittles: “She wants that dick. She’s thinking with her dick.”
- Dirty Skittles: “Feyre’s way of slashing his tires. This is just beautiful artwork all over his cabin.”
- Nacho: “You got an infection because you got the paint somewhere.”
- Nacho: “Now I have gravel in my vagina.”
G-Rex is fully invested in Feyre becoming a badass who refuses to be controlled, deeply satisfied that the endless edging finally pays off, and still has absolutely no patience for Tamlin’s bullshit.
Dirty Skittles is emotionally all-in on Rhysand and Feyre, especially Starfall, the cabin confession, and Rhys giving Feyre room to make her own choices. Rhysand remains their book husband, apparently after extensive shower-based deliberation.
Nacho loves Feyre’s growing power and independence, is delighted by the mating-bond chaos, and remains extremely committed to Cassian while also providing several deeply practical reasons why fantasy sex scenarios would be fucking terrible in real life.
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Coming Up NextACOMAF ends with Feyre back inside the Spring Court, surrounded by people who think they rescued her.
Unfortunately for them, the High Lady of the Night Court has arrived with a fucking mission: destroy it from the inside out.
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00:00 - Summer Court Jealousy and the Book Heist
05:27 - Under-the-Mountain Roleplay and Maximum Edging
10:03 - Feyre and Rhys Blow Up Their Feelings
11:25 - Starfall, Apologies, and That Smile
13:37 - Lucien Finds Feyre and Gets Told No
16:18 - Inn-Room Second Base and Wing Teasing
18:03 - Feyre Goes Full G.I. Jane for Rhys
19:59 - The Suriel Drops the Mating-Bond Bomb
22:09 - Cabin Therapy, Wall Painting, and Rhys Arrives
24:59 - Rhys Confesses Everything
27:00 - Fifty-Five Chapters of Edging Finally Pay Off
32:20 - The Queens, Velaris, and the Second Half of the Book
34:17 - Velaris Is Attacked and Feyre Fights Back
39:15 - Hybern, the Cauldron, and a Terrible Fucking Plan
42:09 - Tamlin’s Bargain Comes Out
45:05 - Elain, Nesta, and the Cauldron
48:37 - Feyre Plays Tamlin Like a Fucking Fiddle
51:10 - High Lady of the Night Court
53:18 - Feyre Goes Back to Destroy the Spring Court
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We made it to episode 4, and trust us, you're not going to want to
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miss this one. Welcome back to Paperback Confessions for our
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final episode of A Court of Mist and Fury. Feyre has
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found her people, found her power, and stepped fully into the Night Court.
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But with everything on the line, there's still plenty left to confess.
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Episode 4 starts now.
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In that trip to the summer court, it's Amren,
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Rhysand, and Feyre. Mm-hmm. Amren's
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entertaining somebody from that court. Rhysand is entertaining some chick,
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and it leaves Feyre to entertain the, the king of Summer Court.
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It was also in that meeting, Cressida or something,
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Cressida or whatever, Cricket, whatever her name was, was like,
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you know, we could contact Tamlin right now and tell
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him you're here. And it just like, it pissed me off. Like,
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she's happy, leave her the fuck alone, bitch. She left on her own accord. Well,
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because that's like the first time she hears that like he's looking, like he,
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he Tamlin has sent out the word. I
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need her back kind of a thing. And so they're like, hey, you know, your,
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your fiancé is looking for you. Like, we could just ring
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him up right now. I love that this trip also was like
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the first time that, well, I think it was the first time, maybe the second
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time that, uh, Feyre was able to go inside and manipulate
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somebody's thoughts during this trip. Yes, first time.
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Is it the first time? This is the first time that she knowingly does it.
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I think she's learning more about her powers. She
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also, um, is able to sense
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ultimately after like days and days of sort of courting this high lord
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and Rhysand entertaining this other chick, I mean, they're starting to develop
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jealousy and like feelings for one another. And she doesn't like that Rhysand's like
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talking to this chick and assumes that he's fucking her. And he doesn't like that
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Feyre is smiling at this High Lord and he can hear the things she's saying
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to him and saying, you know, you'd be easy to love or some shit like
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that. Yeah. And so they're both jealous. They're both fucking
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livid and jealous. And I think she calls him out on it. Like, oh, she
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does. Yeah. She's like, yeah, was it as good when you went, took
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her to your bed or whatever? And then he slaps her with, uh,
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well, why don't you ever give me a smile? She's never given me a
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smile. She's like, you're fucking him. And he's like, But you never
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smile at me. I'm so sad. He just
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wants somebody to smile at him, you know? Just look at
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him in that way. Just smile at me.
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Just smile at me. Um, and
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the point of it all, right? Like, she can sense the book. She ends
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up figuring out where the other part of that book is,
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and it's under the water. There's like a, like an island or something that only
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shows itself in certain times of the day. It shows up during low tide.
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And then when high tide comes in, it's covered, and she's able to sense that's
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where the book is. So her, Amren, go to
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retrieve this book. And shit
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fucking goes down. Shit hits the motherfucking
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fan. They're able to get through parts of this puzzle because it's not just like,
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oh, just open the door and it's there. They have to kind of go through
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this maze and go deeper and deeper. The water comes back
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and they're struggling and her and Amren have to fight their way through this.
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And what comes to the aid? The
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mermaid people from, like, the Spring Court. From Spring Court came.
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Yep. Yep. They grab them, rush them to the beach. They
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don't die. And they thank her. They get the
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book. They get the book. And they thanked her for
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Helping her sister. Helping her sister. Mm-hmm. Yeah. I said, the debt is paid.
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That's all I got to do. That was your one and only. You're fucking welcome.
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Done. One was enough. Yeah. And Amren's like, what
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the fuck just happened? Amren's
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like, I need some sheep. Yeah. Amren's like, you
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know, I helped her sister one time. Amren's like, what the fuck is wrong with
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you? But thank you also. She's like, well, I don't know what kind of luck
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you live by, but God bless it. Right.
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We're still waiting on the queens who are like
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taking their sweet-ass time to get back to
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Rhysand and, and team. And, um, you know, Feyre
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sends Tamlin a note saying, I'm never fucking coming
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back, I left on my own accord, fuck you, suck a dick.
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Um, never hears anything back. Right. Well,
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yeah, I have theories on why, but Ultimately it boils down to he's a
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narcissistic asshole and doesn't believe that she really feels that. 'Cause
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how could anybody? How could anybody love me? How could anybody not wanna be with
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me forever? I'm, I'm a gem. Um, but I think what
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happens after that is they,
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what is it? Doesn't like, isn't after this when, um, the other thing that they
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have to do, I don't actually remember why they have to do it. They go
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under the mountain. And Feyre has to
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play his whore. Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, I remember, I remember. But I don't
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remember why. Because they needed the,
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the truth-telling orb. Oh, and so they go to go
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under the mountain and Mor's asshole fucking
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dad. Yes. Right? And,
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um, this whole scenario makes me happy from beginning to end.
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Rhysand says Listen, you're gonna see a side of me that, that
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you're not really gonna like, but if you wanna come, you have to play this
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certain part. That's ridiculous. And this was like edging
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at the nth fucking level. I was
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so mad. Well, because now it makes sense, 'cause he was, instead of saying, no,
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you can't come, which is what Tamlin would've done, he says, listen, I'm gonna
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let you come, but you're gonna see Rhysand, the king of the, of
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Under the Mountain, right? Like the, the knight. court king and I'm gonna be an
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asshole. And so if you're gonna come, you have to play this part because that's
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what— how he would treat her, that character side of him. So like,
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he strolls in, everybody bows to him, he goes and sits on this
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throne. Feyre gets a little weirded out because it kind of reminded her of
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Amaretto's throne. That's what she modeled it after. And he had
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her dressed in like some really like slutty clothes
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and sits her on his lap and is like As he's
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talking to— Nacho's face.
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As he's talking to Moore's father, and I don't remember what his
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name was because he's an asshole, she— he's like touching
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her and like putting his hands like in all these
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various places and like— Just tiny
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little baby touches like on her thigh or
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on her ribs. And I don't know about you, but that shit just gets
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me hot. Yeah, it got, it got me
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hot too, and I was like, oh, we're gonna do it. And she wants to
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have a reaction, and I'm fully on board with the reaction.
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And so like, she like bows her back into him
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because she can feel him getting hard underneath her,
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and she's like, oh, I need a little bit more friction. Let me just
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ride this back a little bit more. She willingly reaches
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into that hole
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Ugh. Character of, I'm
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enthralled with Rhys, and I'm like, whatever. And
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it's like pages and pages and pages and pages and pages of
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like, should I be? But it feels so
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good. And this is the part that I have to play. So this is sort
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of able to excuse all this bad behavior. And everybody here thinks
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I'm a trashy hoe anyways, 'cause I went after one High Lord, now
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I'm going after another High Lord. And fuck it,
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I might as well feed them what they want,
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right? Yeah. Aren't they talking to each other the whole time through
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the bond as well? Through the bond? Yeah. Like staying real sassy.
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Like, because he gets a little too close to her business. Yes.
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Yeah. He's like, it's okay, right up into her business and is
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like, oh buddy, don't worry about it. It's cool.
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Like, don't be ashamed. This happens to a lot of people.
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She's like, no, just do it again, motherfucker. She's
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like, listen, full send, full send here in front of God and
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everyone, right? Right, exactly, exactly.
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And then when she, she gets up off his lap,
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her legs are a little wobbly and she walks past Moore's
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dad and he's like, you, you're just, you're nothing but a
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whore. Yeah, you'll get what's coming to you, whore.
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This is hot. Fucking went ballistic.
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Uh-huh. Oh my God. Yeah. Okay, I do not
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condone like a lot of violence,
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but when I read that Rhysand
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crumpled that dude's hand
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and like just kept going— now clearly apology doesn't mean
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anything because you can't have an apology that means anything under duress, but
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Rhysand was Did not give a
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fuck. And the whole time looking like he ain't even trying.
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Right. Hands in his pockets. Yeah. Hands in his pockets.
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Fucking picking off some lint. Yeah. And, um, like, and then he
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tells Moore's dad, like, don't seek help. Like,
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don't go see a healer. Yeah. 'Cause he can manipulate their mind. Yeah.
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He's like, I'm gonna fuck you up and you will not fix yourself. You will
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remember. Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. Um,
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sadly, after that really hot sex scene
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is when they get back to the Night Court and they get into a huge
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fucking argument, Feyre and Rhysand, and she throws some
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pretty low blows. No, she's a straight bitch.
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What? She's a straight bitch. Yeah.
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Yeah. She throws some pretty low blows. Well, you get heated and you
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say dumb shit, right? We do. Yep. Yep.
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And it leads to them not talking for a while. He kind of just up
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and leaves and disappears. He's not a part of her everyday morning breakfast,
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et cetera. And she fast— I mean,
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side note, before this they were communicating. I kept thinking it was like the
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fae version of text messaging where like they would like flirt on
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paper and it would send away and then the other person would respond and she'd
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get the paper back. So after he leaves, after this argument, she keeps trying to
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send him these like— text messages, so to speak, and he's not
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responding. Leaves her on read. Yeah, like she's trying to apologize
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for what she said. She's like, I need him back. Like, where the fuck is
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he? And he's just not giving into any of it. And a couple of days
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goes by where she's not able to communicate with Reussan, and
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she's essentially like, what the fuck? Like, what did I do? Finally
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she calls him a big fat coward. What? That was like the
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last message that she sent. And then, uh, Starfall was that night.
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Yes. And then Starfall is when they see each other again.
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And I still think out of all of
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the scenes in these books, that is like the most romantic
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shit ever for me is Starfall
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because they finally get to see each other again and she's able to
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apologize in person. But it's romantic because
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it's just the two of them up in like a balcony, like looking over this
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beautiful party. There's these beautiful, like— Shooting stars
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happening in the sky and they're being
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honest and open with each other. He like confesses like, it was probably better that
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I left and we needed distance, you know, to be apart so that we can
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kind of cool down from whatever we had said to one another. Um,
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he reveals how much he would love for somebody to look at him that
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way. And she smiles like, I mean, they're just, it's a very
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romantic scene where he's like, holy shit, you look absolutely beautiful. Like when you
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smile like that. And Then this, this
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stardust smashes her in the face and he's laughing and
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she gets a little pissed off and then it smashes him in the face and
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it's just beautiful. It's just a fucking beautiful scene. She finally paints
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again, right? Like she like draws on his hand with the stardust. Like it's just
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romantic as shit. They like reveal their feelings towards one another. They're,
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they're not shying away from it, I guess. And they're like looking at each other
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and You know, it's, it's sweet, it's sexy, it's gorgeous.
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And then they go and they dance and they party with the friends. And, you
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know, it was his first time being able to celebrate this in a long time
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cuz he had been under the mountain with Amado for so long.
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It was beautiful. That's my thoughts. It was charcoal.
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I feel sad. I just talked for so long and everybody's like quiet.
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Because you were saying all the right things. It was cute. Talk to
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And I, and I was still trying to clear the, um, cinnamon
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roll out of the back of my throat. Are you safe? I'm safe.
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Good, good. Uh, he doesn't
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kiss her. They don't make out or anything. I think he kisses her on the
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cheek. No sex again. I was like, it's gonna happen, it's gonna happen. Here
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it is. Nope, nope. Um,
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other things that happen after that, I have a note here, right? Lucien at some
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point tracks Feyre down. Oh yeah. I
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highlighted that section. She said some stuff that really like
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got me excited. Um, I loved this
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scene because Rhysand was there, but he let
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her fight her own battle.
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and tells Lucien basically like, yo, back the fuck up.
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I'm not coming back with you. And don't you ever try and come and get
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me again. And he goes, what did you do, bitch? I got some
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wings, motherfucker. What do you mean? Yeah. Lucien's like,
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Feyre, we've gotta go back. Like, you don't
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understand. Tamlin's a raging asshole. We need to take you home. What's my fucking problem?
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And she's like, no, I told that bitch I wasn't coming back. I'm not going
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back. And Lucien's like, oh, it's this dark magic's got you all fucked up. And
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she's like, no, I'm just not going back. And,
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um, I think scares him away, and then he sees that
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Rissan's there, and Rissan's like, she said she's not going. She ain't going.
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I think Rissan needed her to like make that
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choice without him, and so he was waiting for
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her to do that, and whatever choice she was gonna make was gonna
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be what she got to do. So
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like I got to that that section, and where
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Feyre is talking to Lucien and she's like, you gave up on me. I
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said a bit more loudly, you were my friend and you picked
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him, picked obeying him, even when you saw what his
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orders and his rules did to me, even when you saw me
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wasting away day after day. She's fucking pissed at him. She
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begged him, begged him so many times to help her, and
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he just wouldn't do anything. And So, but
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his— Yeah, his reaction is what in that, like, when
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she summarizes it like that, that's what makes me go, oh,
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they're together in some capacity.
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Lucien and Tamlin are together because Lucien reacts. Now granted, they've been
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together and, and Tamlin like saves his life and all this, gives him,
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you know, a thing. But I don't know, it just like
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When she summarizes it like that, like, you kept choosing him.
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said, fuck it, come at me and I'll fucking kill you. And he's like,
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okay, I'm going home. And then
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shit, shit goes down after that. And well,
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before shit goes down, they go to the inn. Yeah. And there's not enough
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space for Rhysand to properly fuck her, so he just fingers her.
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That's just the tip. Fuck yes.
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So there's a second base scene there. It was pretty hot, I think, you know?
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Yeah, it is because you want it so bad as the reader. I want it
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so bad. I want these two to get together so bad. But
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the, the teasing and the
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whatever is hot until she says,
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I just Want
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what was it? Entertainment or
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whatever it was that she said she wanted. It was not relationship,
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whatever. And then I was like,
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all right, I get it. But also like she wanted to release
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fun. Yeah, yeah, like and I liked it
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how she tickled his wings. Yeah,
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it sounds weird when you say it like that, but that is what she's doing.
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She's touching that spot in his wings that he was like, you touch that spot,
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shit's going down. I want to tickle your wings. Come here. But when
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she has wings, when Lucien does the thing, he
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does run his finger down the edge of one of her
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wings, and she now understands what that
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feels like. She's like
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Just full send into the tease
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mode. Yeah. And I— she wants that dick. She's thinking with
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her dick. Yes. Yes. You should definitely be
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thinking with your dick.
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Always. Yeah. It's the best way to live your life.
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Yeah. So second base happens in the end. It's a pretty hot and steamy
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scene. Um, after that,
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flying her and a rain of ash
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arrows comes, goes through his
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wings. He's gotta let her down. Shit hits the fan.
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We think Rhysand is dying. Yeah. Feyre is left
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to smell him out, find him. Go ahead, Nacho. She
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literally tracks him from like far, far away. Cause he like chucks
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her ass. Yeah. She doesn't— she's not around. She
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uses all of her, all of her
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everything, her hunting experience from before she was
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fae, all of her powers. Now she's like,
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look at me, bitches. I'm a badass. And a
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badass. This is the butch part you were talking about, huh, G? This is the
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butch part. She's like, can't find you? No problem. Give me a minute.
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I'm hopping from tree to tree. I'm sniffing the blood. And then I think what
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was interesting was she's following his scent, but also she's she can
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smell herself on him cuz they didn't shower after second base. So she is
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following this scent to find him and she's able to locate
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him. She kicks ass to the warriors that have taken him.
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Mm-hmm. Completely handles that situation, grabs him,
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winnows him to a cave that she saw along the way
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and puts him safely in this cave. And then I think, uh, they
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go to bed that night, right? Like she's like, oh, he's sick, but you know,
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he's a— she takes out all the arrows. Yep. Yep. She's like, he's a fairy,
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so I'm sure he's gonna heal, but he's not healing as quickly because there was
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poison on it, et cetera, et cetera. What I thought was really fucking
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hilarious to add to your G.I. Jane fantasy of Feyre
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is the next morning she's like, you know what I need? I need a
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surreal. I done trapped one before. I'm gonna trap one again.
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Do it again. No problem. Lickety-split, she goes out there, she
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traps, she traps a surreal again and like,
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hey, what do I need to do? Like, he's dying. Like, what do I do?
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when she realizes that they're,
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that they are mates. Mates. And that the way— Not the cereal,
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but in return. Different story.
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Feyre and the cereal. That sounds like a
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book I would read. Who's on top? I don't know.
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Um, but he, he shares with her that they're mates.
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And that her blood will save him. And like tells her
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also go and get this leaf so he can chew on it. So she's
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pissed, but it's all starting to make sense and everything
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is adding up. And I think she's upset, number one, because he's,
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he's had this, you know, he lies to her about some
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things. He gives her a choice on other things. And this was just
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another thing. He didn't tell me, he didn't give me a choice on it. She's
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mad. Yeah. Um, and so she goes back,
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she confronts him, gives him it, gives him her blood to heal
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him enough that he can winnow them back to the Night
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Court. And he immediately, I
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think, at least I think he's like, oh shit, I fucked up.
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Yeah. He's like, whoopsies. He's real mad.
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Big mad. But he understands that he, he messed up. What was that? It
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was in that moment that he— It was in that moment.
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That he'd fucked up. Yeah. The worst way possible.
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Yeah. And, uh, she like gets in his face and he's just like lying there
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trembling and whining and like, like dying. It's like Feyre
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agrees. But not quite. Yeah, totally. Yeah. And Cassian's like, what the fuck
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happened? Did she like— in my brain, Cassian's
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like, yo, I don't know what he did, but Feyre done fucked him
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up. That's true because he doesn't know what happened. He's just like, oh, she beat
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the shit out of him. Like, Like big eyes. In
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my brain, it's like Cassian's like, uh-oh,
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you fucked him up. I didn't know that could happen. Right? So I'm
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like, and again, Mor MVP.
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She looks at Mor and she says, get me outta here far away. Take me
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away. Take me somewhere like where she could be safe essentially. And Mor does.
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Say less. She said, whoop. Takes her to like a cabin,
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puts Feyre up in the cabin, and this There's so many
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like reels and Instagram memes of like what
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happens in that cabin with Feyre because she's left alone essentially, and the cabin will
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provide for her anything that she needs. She's got food, she's got fucking paints.
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Feyre starts painting again all over the walls and surfaces
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of this cabin that's not hers. She's
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painting pictures in, in their cabin and all of those, like, have you seen the
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Instagram pictures of like Feyre painting like stick
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figures and like all this stuff. Oh, it's so
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funny. It's so funny. But she is, she is— Did you see that Mor does
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paint stick figures in there in that day that she spends
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with her? Yeah. I love it though.
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I love it because I did remember reading this and being like, oh my God,
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she's just painting on their stuff. Like, what if they didn't want you to paint
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on it? She did. Listen, in my brain it was,
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this motherfucker done sent me over the edge.
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And now you know what? I don't have enough paper for what I got to
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do. So I'm just going to— I know it's his. I know it's all
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his. I'm going to go ahead and just show him
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what happens when you send me over the edge, you asshole. So
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this was Feyre's way. But I'm gonna paint all over your shit.
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Feyre's way of slashing his tires. This is just beautiful
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artwork all over his cabin. Yes. But she didn't
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paint him. Remember he like, okay, so she's painting
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everybody else, Mor and Cassian and Azriel and
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Amren and all of these beautiful things, but refuses to paint Rhysand
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because to her, she doesn't wanna miss him. And so
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after I don't even know how many days, finally there's a knock on the door
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and she thinks it's Moore coming to deliver whatever and opens the door and it's
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Rhysand. He has tracked her through Morrigan's
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movements. It's taken him forever to get there. He's freezing his ass off outside,
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but he does it. Because he can't use his powers because every time he uses
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his powers, somebody's tracking it.
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Somebody shows up and tries to kill him. I
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like that at the doorway, he doesn't even say anything to her. He's just waiting
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for her to invite him in. And he's just like looking at her with like
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this, like, I'm so fucking sorry, like, give me another chance. But he doesn't
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have to say that stuff. He's just staring at her. She invites him in.
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She sees he's cold. She offers to give him some nice delicious
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stew or soup or whatever the fuck it is. And that's when he says, oh
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my God, you're making me food. And then shares with her that that's like
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this important ritual when one mate offers the other mate food. As
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00:25:08,219 --> 00:25:11,847
she's heating it up is when Rhysand shares everything.
393
00:25:12,441 --> 00:25:15,443
'Cause she wants to know, how long have you known? When did you find out?
394
00:25:15,507 --> 00:25:18,204
Tell me everything. And he tells her everything,
395
00:25:19,119 --> 00:25:22,716
including that while he was Amarantha's whore under the
396
00:25:22,716 --> 00:25:26,312
mountain and like thinking there was nothing else left to
397
00:25:26,328 --> 00:25:29,795
live except for this horrible existence, he would have visions of this
398
00:25:29,795 --> 00:25:33,420
beautiful human hand painting. Flowers and
399
00:25:33,581 --> 00:25:36,347
flames and starlight and pictures. And it was Feyre.
400
00:25:38,020 --> 00:25:41,414
It was Feyre and what she was painting in her dilapidated cottage with her
401
00:25:41,414 --> 00:25:45,055
sisters and her dad. And these
402
00:25:45,087 --> 00:25:48,864
visions would come and go of like this beautiful person. And that was what
403
00:25:48,864 --> 00:25:52,464
Rhysand would hold onto as his hope that like this horrible
404
00:25:52,835 --> 00:25:56,542
time with Amarantha would soon end, or, or that there was something more
405
00:25:56,608 --> 00:26:00,350
than this. And so for Rhysand, he clung to those memories
406
00:26:01,168 --> 00:26:04,941
and those visions, and it led him up until the day where he
407
00:26:04,941 --> 00:26:08,231
says, you know, the visions all of a sudden one day, they didn't seem cloudy
408
00:26:08,247 --> 00:26:11,538
or fuzzy. They were crystal clear because that was when she had crossed the wall.
409
00:26:12,340 --> 00:26:15,727
And what he saw there was the Spring Court. He knew
410
00:26:16,594 --> 00:26:19,965
that he had to go and figure this shit out. Like, where is this coming
411
00:26:20,029 --> 00:26:23,224
from? Somebody is there. I need to figure it out. And convinces
412
00:26:23,480 --> 00:26:27,135
Amarantha to let him go. And that's when in book
413
00:26:27,200 --> 00:26:29,573
1, he tracks her
414
00:26:31,235 --> 00:26:34,541
and he says, there you are. I've been looking for you. That's how that all
415
00:26:34,832 --> 00:26:38,512
ties in together. And it's so fucking romantic and sweet and
416
00:26:38,689 --> 00:26:42,288
wonderful and gorgeous and delightful. I've been waiting for you.
417
00:26:42,579 --> 00:26:46,151
I've been looking for you. Yeah. Like I said, I had to
418
00:26:46,280 --> 00:26:48,446
wait 55 fucking chapters.
419
00:26:50,370 --> 00:26:54,023
55. She's like, I don't fucking care that it was sweet and romantic. What? Gee,
420
00:26:54,183 --> 00:26:57,647
gee, give us just the tip. Give us just the tip. You waited this,
421
00:26:57,887 --> 00:27:01,496
this whole time. What happens? I found it to be
422
00:27:01,496 --> 00:27:04,783
super sensual. All right, because like
423
00:27:06,162 --> 00:27:09,674
now they got all the words out. Um, now I
424
00:27:09,674 --> 00:27:12,785
understood what all that manipulation was
425
00:27:13,025 --> 00:27:16,713
about and how he truly
426
00:27:16,810 --> 00:27:20,582
was sorry. He really was. He like showed up with like a dog
427
00:27:20,662 --> 00:27:24,355
with his tail between his legs. It was not rough sex like
428
00:27:24,981 --> 00:27:28,289
Tamlin had with her. It was
429
00:27:28,835 --> 00:27:32,207
loving and caring and sweet and
430
00:27:32,544 --> 00:27:36,205
very emotional. He was very gentlemanly. I think I
431
00:27:36,382 --> 00:27:40,171
realize now that I do— I like the emotion with the
432
00:27:40,171 --> 00:27:43,951
sex because to me I was like, yes. I'll reread this
433
00:27:43,951 --> 00:27:47,513
scene 100 times from him showing up at the door till the sex
434
00:27:47,513 --> 00:27:50,687
sex because of how much he confesses and like
435
00:27:52,515 --> 00:27:56,186
how she says, you know, she would, cuz he was like worried that anybody would
436
00:27:56,235 --> 00:27:59,324
be ashamed to be with him. And she's like, no, I'd be proud to be
437
00:27:59,324 --> 00:28:02,922
with you. And like, they are completely fucking each other emotionally
438
00:28:02,954 --> 00:28:06,802
before the physical happens. And yeah, I love that they fucked
439
00:28:06,802 --> 00:28:10,457
on the table with the paints. I fucking loved it. I
440
00:28:10,570 --> 00:28:13,742
loved it. I loved it. I loved it. Yeah. I would do that. I think
441
00:28:13,742 --> 00:28:17,192
it would be like super cool. Yeah. Yeah, and super like
442
00:28:17,481 --> 00:28:20,401
romantic. You got an infection because you got the paint somewhere.
443
00:28:20,689 --> 00:28:24,251
It's a non-toxic paint. It's no different than
444
00:28:24,315 --> 00:28:27,701
fucking on the hood of a car during a rainstorm. Still something I wouldn't
445
00:28:27,701 --> 00:28:31,503
do. I would dent the hood and then I would
446
00:28:31,840 --> 00:28:35,386
feel bad about that. Uh, no, you wouldn't. Right. My ass—
447
00:28:35,466 --> 00:28:38,884
my— listen, this is, this is See, what had happened was—
448
00:28:39,944 --> 00:28:43,347
this is how this would go down. I would like lean onto the back of
449
00:28:43,347 --> 00:28:46,992
the hood and then start slipping and sliding down and then trying to catch,
450
00:28:47,490 --> 00:28:51,166
right? And then taking said significant other with
451
00:28:51,263 --> 00:28:55,020
me until my ass hits the grate, and then I move, and then
452
00:28:55,212 --> 00:28:58,808
I just— now I have gravel in my vagina.
453
00:28:59,226 --> 00:29:02,533
Oh. None of this sounds like a good time to me. People are all like,
454
00:29:02,597 --> 00:29:05,725
car sex is great. Uh, no,
455
00:29:06,686 --> 00:29:09,811
no, I'm a fat kid. Car sex is not great for me.
456
00:29:10,516 --> 00:29:13,673
Like— What about sex on a painted table?
457
00:29:14,699 --> 00:29:18,352
Oh, hell yeah. I mean, sure, if I had like Feyre's healing
458
00:29:18,400 --> 00:29:21,718
abilities, probably,
459
00:29:21,990 --> 00:29:25,564
yeah. Like, come on, a little
460
00:29:25,660 --> 00:29:28,769
sand in the vagina or paint in the vagina is not gonna be a problem.
461
00:29:29,330 --> 00:29:33,100
Yeah, I'm going for it 100%. I am fucking
462
00:29:33,132 --> 00:29:36,966
going for it. Rhysand. Yes, absolutely. All day, every day. That is my book
463
00:29:36,966 --> 00:29:40,720
husband. Nobody can compare. Rhysand is the one. Yes.
464
00:29:40,816 --> 00:29:44,666
Yeah. Rhysand. Rhysand is my, my— For right now.
465
00:29:44,907 --> 00:29:48,420
But like, I'm sure there's— Even after having read
466
00:29:48,693 --> 00:29:52,383
Fourth Wing and Xaden. Yes. Because Rhysand is older.
467
00:29:52,527 --> 00:29:56,312
I have debated this in the shower many times. Where I'm like,
468
00:29:56,473 --> 00:29:59,821
if I could, like, yes, Rhysand is older and I think that
469
00:29:59,837 --> 00:30:03,683
appeals to me because Xaden is, I mean, I
470
00:30:03,683 --> 00:30:07,512
don't know what Xaden's actual age is, but he's in like high, or in college
471
00:30:07,528 --> 00:30:11,261
kind of, right? He's in a university. So Rhysand is older. We're putting
472
00:30:11,294 --> 00:30:15,059
real world shit on it. Like, there's something emotionally that
473
00:30:15,059 --> 00:30:18,712
tugs at me about an older man providing, but not too old.
474
00:30:18,840 --> 00:30:22,605
I'm not trying to, you know, I'm just saying like we're— Right. Not 800
475
00:30:22,605 --> 00:30:26,448
or 900 years. Right. 500 years. About 3. No,
476
00:30:26,867 --> 00:30:30,362
I'm just kidding. But I think that's literally
477
00:30:30,862 --> 00:30:34,221
the only winning thing between the two is Luciano's older.
478
00:30:36,132 --> 00:30:39,084
Yeah. I would also even argue he's, he's, um,
479
00:30:40,487 --> 00:30:42,875
okay being vulnerable more so than Zayden,
480
00:30:45,634 --> 00:30:49,306
but it's probably maturity, you know, he's more mature. Anyhow,
481
00:30:49,469 --> 00:30:53,193
we can talk about this all day, but So they do, they, they finally made
482
00:30:53,193 --> 00:30:56,757
up, they have the sex, they commit to one another and commit to that mating
483
00:30:56,902 --> 00:31:00,643
bond. And now it's time to go home because there's still this impending
484
00:31:00,755 --> 00:31:04,593
war that they've gotta prep for, et cetera, et cetera. Oh, also
485
00:31:04,593 --> 00:31:07,628
at this point he had heard back from the queens with the second half of
486
00:31:07,724 --> 00:31:11,080
the book, so they gotta, they have to go back. And
487
00:31:11,577 --> 00:31:15,110
I love that he shared, it's kind of lame, but I kind of liked it,
488
00:31:15,126 --> 00:31:18,627
is that he shared with her that like Like after a mating
489
00:31:18,739 --> 00:31:22,433
bond is sealed, like that male is super jealous. So like
490
00:31:23,156 --> 00:31:26,818
if anybody's gonna look at her the wrong way, he's gonna like lose his shit
491
00:31:26,914 --> 00:31:30,704
because it's so fresh. And he gets, they finally make it back and
492
00:31:30,704 --> 00:31:33,065
Cassian is such an asshole. Uh,
493
00:31:33,659 --> 00:31:35,795
Cassian's like, hey, favorite girl,
494
00:31:35,844 --> 00:31:38,317
what's up?
495
00:31:39,698 --> 00:31:43,151
And then they fight it out, you know. Cassian's my favorite.
496
00:31:45,413 --> 00:31:48,060
I would— Cassian,
497
00:31:49,609 --> 00:31:53,293
if I was going to put a favorite
498
00:31:53,667 --> 00:31:57,487
book male main character at this point in my
499
00:31:57,487 --> 00:32:01,291
life, it would be Cassian. Just the sarcasm, and
500
00:32:01,323 --> 00:32:05,125
then having read the newest book
501
00:32:05,174 --> 00:32:08,218
here, but I just love Cassian.
502
00:32:09,503 --> 00:32:13,168
Mm-hmm. He's, he's where it's at for me. Rhysand is too. Yeah.
503
00:32:13,234 --> 00:32:16,205
Wait, you read, um, the last book? Is that what you're saying? Yeah.
504
00:32:16,499 --> 00:32:20,185
Mm-hmm. Anyways, we're getting off
505
00:32:20,185 --> 00:32:23,254
topic. Um, I mean, it's hard not to when you know
506
00:32:23,254 --> 00:32:24,853
what's coming, right?
507
00:32:27,729 --> 00:32:31,399
Um, anyhow, they know that the queens are ready now to have this
508
00:32:31,512 --> 00:32:35,310
discussion. They meet the queens back at
509
00:32:35,310 --> 00:32:38,962
Feyre's family's home. And now they're coming back as
510
00:32:39,090 --> 00:32:42,831
mates. The queens reveal that Rhysand had
511
00:32:42,863 --> 00:32:45,946
written them a letter to try to convince them to partner in this war.
512
00:32:46,717 --> 00:32:49,896
And in that letter, he confesses his love for this human woman.
513
00:32:50,571 --> 00:32:54,199
And she's hearing that for the first time. But he
514
00:32:54,248 --> 00:32:57,780
reveals his— the ace up his sleeve to
515
00:32:57,941 --> 00:33:01,730
try to persuade them to give him the book, which is Velaris.
516
00:33:02,180 --> 00:33:05,983
He shares that this place exists. They don't believe him,
517
00:33:07,026 --> 00:33:10,830
but he shows them. And so now they're like, oh shit. Wow.
518
00:33:11,263 --> 00:33:14,890
Okay, cool. Uh, we need to think about it. Before they
519
00:33:14,890 --> 00:33:18,582
leave though, one of the queens seems to drop a handkerchief on the
520
00:33:18,582 --> 00:33:22,353
floor. Um, Rhysand clocks it. I don't think anybody
521
00:33:22,417 --> 00:33:25,194
else does and notices that it's like a sign,
522
00:33:26,285 --> 00:33:29,835
like, hey, there's something down here. Yeah. Those queens leave,
523
00:33:30,579 --> 00:33:33,524
and the rest of the room is pissed. Like, how could you reveal the Lars?
524
00:33:33,589 --> 00:33:37,326
They didn't even do it. And like freaking out. And Rhysand is like, "There's something
525
00:33:37,326 --> 00:33:41,140
under the chair." And that's when he sees that that queen had left
526
00:33:41,737 --> 00:33:43,272
the book, which was what they were hoping for.
527
00:33:46,482 --> 00:33:49,624
But with a consequence, right? Because he did that.
528
00:33:52,303 --> 00:33:56,020
So, like, later. Maybe even, like, moments—
529
00:33:56,020 --> 00:33:59,621
not even moments, but, like, a day or so later, they make it back from
530
00:33:59,701 --> 00:34:02,659
the human realm, back to Velaris. Cassian
531
00:34:03,245 --> 00:34:07,015
and Feyre are out fucking around, doing hot
532
00:34:07,015 --> 00:34:10,628
girl shit. And they
533
00:34:11,946 --> 00:34:15,416
all of a sudden feel this— Feyre feels this, like,
534
00:34:15,898 --> 00:34:18,999
tremble. In the water. In the water.
535
00:34:20,234 --> 00:34:22,516
'Cause they're walking beside the Cedra or whatever,
536
00:34:23,111 --> 00:34:26,904
and all of a
537
00:34:26,904 --> 00:34:30,507
sudden they see this black cloud. What's happening?
538
00:34:31,635 --> 00:34:34,906
Oh shit. And then all hell breaks loose.
539
00:34:35,744 --> 00:34:38,724
There's fucking the adders, like, eating people's
540
00:34:38,724 --> 00:34:42,440
faces. There's, like, wyverns or wyverns, I don't know how you want to
541
00:34:42,440 --> 00:34:45,369
say it. There's soldiers that are just, like— They're all monsters.
542
00:34:46,713 --> 00:34:50,270
plopping down and trying to fuck with people. Like, they're
543
00:34:50,398 --> 00:34:54,067
getting attacked. Cassian's like, you need to go back to the house. I can't,
544
00:34:54,147 --> 00:34:57,848
like, protect you and do the things that I need to do. And Feyre's like,
545
00:34:57,864 --> 00:35:01,404
fine, I'll go. And he's like, run! And she's like, yeah, okay, great. And so
546
00:35:01,677 --> 00:35:05,361
she starts hauling ass, he goes to do the thing, and then she stops and
547
00:35:05,361 --> 00:35:09,062
she's like, mm-hmm, this
548
00:35:09,062 --> 00:35:12,779
isn't really gonna work out for me. So then she sees this one, one
549
00:35:12,971 --> 00:35:15,567
person who's, like, protecting people from these soldiers that
550
00:35:15,567 --> 00:35:19,287
are outside of her shop. And Feyre goes
551
00:35:19,383 --> 00:35:23,168
and just starts— she uses her magic that
552
00:35:23,168 --> 00:35:26,905
she's been practicing and she makes these like water wolves
553
00:35:27,482 --> 00:35:30,593
and eats a whole bunch of like fucking
554
00:35:31,652 --> 00:35:35,485
nasty bastards. And then at one point somebody
555
00:35:35,501 --> 00:35:39,269
was trying to fly away and then the wolves turned
556
00:35:39,269 --> 00:35:43,007
into like water eagles. Oh my god. And all
557
00:35:43,007 --> 00:35:45,287
hell breaks loose. And then all of a sudden there's the adder.
558
00:35:47,912 --> 00:35:51,758
Mm-hmm. The adder picks this— picks up Feyre, and he's gonna—
559
00:35:51,758 --> 00:35:54,498
he's like, I'm gonna fucking kill you, and blah.
560
00:35:56,379 --> 00:35:58,942
And then Feyre
561
00:35:59,623 --> 00:36:03,078
snaps. She sees over in the corner that
562
00:36:03,582 --> 00:36:07,205
her Dark Knight— that sounded very Batman,
563
00:36:07,400 --> 00:36:10,742
whatever— Her man is on his way,
564
00:36:11,259 --> 00:36:14,261
but he's not going to get here in time. So
565
00:36:14,988 --> 00:36:18,827
what's a bitch to do? What's a bitch to do but defend
566
00:36:18,843 --> 00:36:22,369
oneself? So she snaps, and
567
00:36:22,627 --> 00:36:26,057
I can't— I can't even remember all the ways
568
00:36:26,057 --> 00:36:29,631
because I was so into like, yes, bitch, yes, do
569
00:36:29,663 --> 00:36:31,607
it! But she like
570
00:36:33,292 --> 00:36:36,784
infiltrates him, I guess. Mm-hmm. The Attor.
571
00:36:37,489 --> 00:36:41,190
And like, it's like she starts stabbing him
572
00:36:41,190 --> 00:36:44,844
with a knife and like, this is for me and
573
00:36:44,956 --> 00:36:48,322
this is for Rhysand and this is for blah blah blah
574
00:36:48,947 --> 00:36:51,991
and this. And I'm just like, yes, bitch, make that fucker
575
00:36:52,007 --> 00:36:55,837
bleed! Sorry, I drew a blank. On the last blow, she's like,
576
00:36:55,853 --> 00:36:59,186
and this is for me. Yeah. And then
577
00:36:59,763 --> 00:37:02,956
boom, no more Attor. But now she's falling,
578
00:37:03,293 --> 00:37:06,905
right? And then the night catches her, the starlight,
579
00:37:06,985 --> 00:37:10,533
whatever catches her, and he finally makes it and she's
580
00:37:10,533 --> 00:37:13,311
exhausted and end scene.
581
00:37:14,162 --> 00:37:17,822
Yeah, and he's looking at her like, damn, you're— you really did the thing. I
582
00:37:17,822 --> 00:37:21,467
tried to break through your shields and I fucking couldn't. Oh yeah, he— she like
583
00:37:21,531 --> 00:37:25,208
blocked his ass because she could hear him, hear Rhysand like, where
584
00:37:25,208 --> 00:37:28,387
are you? Yeah, she's like, no, motherfucker, this is all
585
00:37:29,141 --> 00:37:32,864
me. I'm gonna show you what I've She was like, I was
586
00:37:32,928 --> 00:37:36,490
busy, brother. I don't know what to tell you. I was fucking busy. I
587
00:37:36,923 --> 00:37:40,757
was handling my business. Yeah, it was hot. That was, that was
588
00:37:40,934 --> 00:37:44,736
an epic, wonderful, beautiful, I loved it scene because that was when Rhysand
589
00:37:44,784 --> 00:37:48,586
realized she wasn't just fighting for her and him, but fighting for the people of
590
00:37:48,634 --> 00:37:52,100
his home, his land, Velarys. So he was like, damn, she did it. Damn, people
591
00:37:52,100 --> 00:37:55,549
saw that too. And it's a total like G.I. Jane, um,
592
00:37:55,934 --> 00:37:59,595
butch Energy. Like, no, don't tell me to fucking go home.
593
00:38:01,081 --> 00:38:04,731
I want to help. This is my home now. Right. I want to do the
594
00:38:04,731 --> 00:38:07,490
things that help protect the people that I, I've come to love.
595
00:38:10,276 --> 00:38:14,111
Yes. I think like to Nacha's point, use all of these powers
596
00:38:14,159 --> 00:38:17,864
and like be of help, which is all she's ever
597
00:38:17,864 --> 00:38:21,714
wanted to fucking do since coming to the fae realm. Right.
598
00:38:21,763 --> 00:38:25,572
Was like, I just want to be helpful and help. So after
599
00:38:25,687 --> 00:38:29,333
that, once— sorry. No, that's good. What was it, a beer?
600
00:38:30,886 --> 00:38:34,408
No, it's a— I found a root beer
601
00:38:34,521 --> 00:38:36,282
flavored seltzer water.
602
00:38:39,749 --> 00:38:41,473
Huh. It's not as good as I thought it was gonna be.
603
00:38:46,427 --> 00:38:50,178
Do you want to teach lemonade instead? No, because I have to drive
604
00:38:50,276 --> 00:38:54,028
home. Oh, we don't feed
605
00:38:54,028 --> 00:38:57,729
Nacho THC. It's not great. You don't want to ride a horse
606
00:38:57,729 --> 00:39:01,258
home? She
607
00:39:01,309 --> 00:39:04,789
would ride Amaranth home. Heyo! Heyo!
608
00:39:05,115 --> 00:39:08,637
Heyo! You don't shave a horse, ride a cowboy. That's the one. I heard shave
609
00:39:08,637 --> 00:39:12,126
a cowboy. Everything. Ride a cowboy,
610
00:39:12,374 --> 00:39:16,065
shave a cowboy, whatever. Um.
611
00:39:17,287 --> 00:39:21,088
Okay. So the next big, I guess, crazy shit that happens after
612
00:39:21,473 --> 00:39:25,049
that attack is now that they have the 2 sides of the
613
00:39:25,082 --> 00:39:28,610
book, they need to go and get business done, which is to go
614
00:39:28,610 --> 00:39:32,379
down and get to the cauldron. Because
615
00:39:32,379 --> 00:39:35,378
with the 2 sides of the book— In Hybern. Yep. They gotta break it up.
616
00:39:35,587 --> 00:39:39,372
Right. Blow it up. Right, right. Some very interesting things here.
617
00:39:39,661 --> 00:39:43,334
Even though Feyre is Feyre with all these
618
00:39:43,366 --> 00:39:46,657
powers and stuff, they're still worried about her with this one. Because if she puts
619
00:39:46,657 --> 00:39:50,060
the 2 pieces together or puts it together, it
620
00:39:50,141 --> 00:39:53,683
could potentially destroy her because it's
621
00:39:53,779 --> 00:39:57,426
like this, um, it's really dark
622
00:39:57,474 --> 00:40:00,993
magic. Yeah. And like the strongest of strong can't
623
00:40:01,025 --> 00:40:04,540
necessarily tear away from it and what it's saying and what it's making them do.
624
00:40:05,138 --> 00:40:08,874
So they all go down there. I think it's Mor is given the order to
625
00:40:08,874 --> 00:40:12,390
like watch Feyre, make sure she doesn't kind of lose
626
00:40:12,407 --> 00:40:16,223
herself, lose control of this. situation. And Feyre can
627
00:40:16,223 --> 00:40:19,212
hear this book, this cauldron speaking to her.
628
00:40:20,165 --> 00:40:23,252
Nobody else seems to be able to hear it, but she can. And it's saying,
629
00:40:23,365 --> 00:40:26,005
make me whole again. Put me together. Make me whole. Make me whole. Which is
630
00:40:26,005 --> 00:40:29,450
what everybody's saying, whatever you do, don't do that. But Feyre's like, well—
631
00:40:30,674 --> 00:40:34,486
Amren says when she gives the book, the pieces of the book to her, she
632
00:40:34,486 --> 00:40:37,663
says, you cannot put it together because if you put it together, you're going to
633
00:40:37,728 --> 00:40:40,208
wake up ancient things that have been sleeping forever that
634
00:40:41,533 --> 00:40:44,337
Cannot be. They should never be woken up.
635
00:40:44,433 --> 00:40:48,247
And she says, whoopsies. Oops, my
636
00:40:48,247 --> 00:40:51,500
bad. She said, but they said do it, Cameron.
637
00:40:52,189 --> 00:40:55,314
It's just following orders. Um, is that one of those things where do as I
638
00:40:55,314 --> 00:40:58,134
say, not as I do? I guess,
639
00:40:58,743 --> 00:41:02,220
perhaps. But in, in making that grave
640
00:41:02,300 --> 00:41:04,976
mistake, what is revealed afterwards is
641
00:41:05,329 --> 00:41:08,746
crazy. Um, what's that guy's name again?
642
00:41:09,328 --> 00:41:12,898
Uh, Jurian comes back to life.
643
00:41:13,302 --> 00:41:17,113
This bitch just strolls out after however many years being inside of Amren's
644
00:41:17,113 --> 00:41:19,911
ring. He's like, hey, remember me?
645
00:41:22,356 --> 00:41:25,529
And Rhysand's like, where the fuck have you been? What are you doing here? Yeah.
646
00:41:26,543 --> 00:41:30,393
Um, I picture them like, like this creepy grave or, um, cave
647
00:41:30,425 --> 00:41:33,316
basement. And you've got Rhysand there, Cassian.
648
00:41:35,451 --> 00:41:39,009
Azrael, Mor, Amren, Feyre, Jurian,
649
00:41:40,340 --> 00:41:43,989
the King of Hybern shows up, and so does
650
00:41:45,646 --> 00:41:49,463
Tamlin and Lucien. Oh yeah, when they go back up to
651
00:41:49,528 --> 00:41:52,554
the, to the throne room. The whole shebang.
652
00:41:52,830 --> 00:41:56,297
Everybody is there. And then there's this cauldron, this giant
653
00:41:56,329 --> 00:42:00,088
cauldron that's like the size of a hot tub. Well, and
654
00:42:00,088 --> 00:42:03,860
it's— Tamlin's there because he comes out of the corner when Hybern
655
00:42:03,860 --> 00:42:07,471
goes, yes, so this is your end of the deal,
656
00:42:07,888 --> 00:42:11,547
where's my end of the deal? Yes. And then out walks Tamlin,
657
00:42:12,045 --> 00:42:15,752
like lurks Tamlin. And I'm all about lurking, like I'm a great
658
00:42:15,752 --> 00:42:19,138
lurker, let's work together and be happy. But this is like a
659
00:42:19,138 --> 00:42:22,974
slimy lurk. No thank you, no
660
00:42:22,974 --> 00:42:26,710
thank you. And then we find out that Tamlin made a
661
00:42:26,936 --> 00:42:30,553
deal with Hybern, the King of Hybern,
662
00:42:30,989 --> 00:42:33,718
to kidnap
663
00:42:34,768 --> 00:42:38,508
Feyre so that they could go back. Feyre could go
664
00:42:38,524 --> 00:42:42,324
back to the Spring Court. But to Tamlin, it wasn't kidnapping. She wanted
665
00:42:42,324 --> 00:42:46,075
to come back. Saving. He was saving her. Saving her. Side
666
00:42:46,123 --> 00:42:49,134
note, remember in the beginning where I was like, I think what fuels Tamlin is
667
00:42:49,150 --> 00:42:52,641
his need to be different, to be seen different? Uh, from his
668
00:42:52,673 --> 00:42:56,296
father, but he keeps fucking up. His father, one of the
669
00:42:56,296 --> 00:42:59,613
people that his father partnered with and sided with was the King of
670
00:42:59,645 --> 00:43:03,412
Hybern. And the King of Hybern's whole mission is to
671
00:43:03,412 --> 00:43:06,938
not let, um, to basically not let humans be
672
00:43:06,938 --> 00:43:10,624
freed. He wants them to be slaves and treated so poorly. Like he wants control
673
00:43:10,624 --> 00:43:13,942
over the whole land and humans will be slaves. So the fact that, that
674
00:43:13,990 --> 00:43:17,757
Tamlin at the end of this book has sought help from the King of
675
00:43:17,757 --> 00:43:21,317
Hybern to retrieve and save Feyre. Mm-hmm. Is
676
00:43:21,414 --> 00:43:25,169
just like, I'm like, dude, you are such a piece of shit. I
677
00:43:25,169 --> 00:43:28,326
fucking hate you, bro. Yeah. Like he has not only
678
00:43:28,326 --> 00:43:31,919
sacrificed Feyre, but has
679
00:43:32,032 --> 00:43:35,640
put her family in harm's way. Yes.
680
00:43:35,996 --> 00:43:39,056
And so as if, as if it's not bad enough that we see Tamlin and
681
00:43:39,153 --> 00:43:42,829
Lucien fucking come out of the shadows, they're
682
00:43:42,943 --> 00:43:46,409
probably fucking, who knows? Well, maybe, but I would still read that.
683
00:43:47,958 --> 00:43:50,988
In the shadows of the throne room. I'm second in line.
684
00:43:51,822 --> 00:43:55,332
Thank you. Um, the
685
00:43:55,332 --> 00:43:59,148
queens are also there because the King of Highburn says
686
00:43:59,500 --> 00:44:02,242
that this cauldron can give them life like it did to Feyre.
687
00:44:03,364 --> 00:44:07,163
And so he, to show them that that will work, that
688
00:44:07,292 --> 00:44:10,882
that happens, he has Nesta and
689
00:44:10,979 --> 00:44:12,213
Elain brought in.
690
00:44:15,057 --> 00:44:18,736
And like, these are innocent bystanders, right? Like, they
691
00:44:18,833 --> 00:44:22,191
weren't— they weren't part of this whole scheme thing.
692
00:44:23,187 --> 00:44:26,899
And what a fucking piece of shit he was to
693
00:44:28,169 --> 00:44:31,816
be a gigantic fucking liar. And because his little fucking
694
00:44:31,848 --> 00:44:34,998
heart got hurt, oh, she went with her friend and she—
695
00:44:35,078 --> 00:44:38,758
He's got her under his spell, clearly. Yeah.
696
00:44:39,239 --> 00:44:43,077
Yeah. Um, because to Tamlin, he thinks Rhysand has
697
00:44:43,526 --> 00:44:47,219
Feyre's mind under a spell. There's no way she could possibly
698
00:44:47,219 --> 00:44:50,832
not wanna be with me because I'm a fucking asshole. It
699
00:44:50,880 --> 00:44:54,557
has to be because he has tricked her and bent her mind to believe
700
00:44:55,135 --> 00:44:58,571
otherwise. Right. But when Nesta and Elain walk in,
701
00:44:59,149 --> 00:45:02,236
what happens? Lucien sees Elain and says, that's my mate. Mm-hmm.
702
00:45:05,320 --> 00:45:08,954
Okay. Like, I mean, he immediately claims her. He sees her. Oh my God,
703
00:45:09,002 --> 00:45:11,561
she's my mate. He knows right away Elayne is his mate.
704
00:45:13,189 --> 00:45:16,646
How the fuck? I don't know. He never has never seen her until then.
705
00:45:18,844 --> 00:45:22,413
They take Elayne and it snaps into place or whatever. Yeah. Immediately
706
00:45:23,009 --> 00:45:26,792
Elayne's like, who the fuck are you? Um, the King of Ibben
707
00:45:26,825 --> 00:45:30,331
grabs Elayne and that's the first one to go into the cauldron. She's gonna go
708
00:45:30,379 --> 00:45:33,943
in the cauldron. She's gonna come out a fae. And Nesta's
709
00:45:34,024 --> 00:45:37,588
losing her goddamn mind because Nesta's always
710
00:45:37,620 --> 00:45:41,458
wanted to protect Elain. And she is fucking like, I just picture her like
711
00:45:41,458 --> 00:45:45,263
foaming at the mouth, like, Yeah. Fucking clawing her way to get
712
00:45:45,263 --> 00:45:48,940
to help Nesta. And I think that's when
713
00:45:48,940 --> 00:45:52,746
Cassian sees, I mean, obviously they knew, like, as
714
00:45:52,746 --> 00:45:56,567
soon as they see, uh, Elain and Nesta there, they're all like,
715
00:45:56,712 --> 00:46:00,485
what the fuck? You know? 'Cause they didn't want that to happen. Yeah. But
716
00:46:00,485 --> 00:46:04,322
I think when Cassian sees Nesta hurting
717
00:46:04,419 --> 00:46:08,192
for Elain and like that whole thing, something there snaps too, where
718
00:46:08,192 --> 00:46:11,355
he's like, I promised that I would keep them safe and here I am, right?
719
00:46:11,419 --> 00:46:14,711
Like, he is trying to keep her safe. He gets fucked up.
720
00:46:16,140 --> 00:46:19,656
Um, Azriel also gets hurt in all of this.
721
00:46:21,124 --> 00:46:24,838
Nesta goes into the cauldron and she comes back out. Not Nesta, sorry. Elayne goes
722
00:46:24,838 --> 00:46:27,405
into the cauldron, she comes back out and she's fae,
723
00:46:28,616 --> 00:46:31,025
right? So like the king's like, look, it happened. Let me show you one more
724
00:46:31,076 --> 00:46:34,000
time. Grabs Nesta
725
00:46:35,197 --> 00:46:38,642
and Nesta, bless her fucking heart. I
726
00:46:38,836 --> 00:46:41,974
loved that Nesta was like, oh, you gonna put me in the cauldron? I'm pointing
727
00:46:42,071 --> 00:46:45,902
at you, bro. There you go, motherfucker. You bitch. Like, I'm coming back. I'm gonna
728
00:46:46,000 --> 00:46:49,838
fuck you up. Yep. Yeah. Oh, goes
729
00:46:49,935 --> 00:46:53,149
into the cauldron. Foreshadowing.
730
00:46:53,520 --> 00:46:57,283
Something happens in that cauldron when Nesta's in there, cuz Nesta's a feisty
731
00:46:57,299 --> 00:47:00,337
little bitch, but you don't find that out until the last book.
732
00:47:02,466 --> 00:47:05,814
So she goes into the cauldron. She also comes out and she's fae.
733
00:47:07,651 --> 00:47:11,418
Mm-hmm. So now the queens are like, cool, it's our turn, right? The next queen
734
00:47:11,450 --> 00:47:15,186
goes into the cauldron, but she doesn't come out unharmed like the other 2. She
735
00:47:15,186 --> 00:47:18,719
comes out, I think she's all fucking crazy looking, like ain't
736
00:47:18,735 --> 00:47:22,026
beautiful, doesn't look like anything because Nesta done fucked up the
737
00:47:22,026 --> 00:47:25,783
cauldron. Nesta fucked it up for
738
00:47:25,799 --> 00:47:29,412
everybody else. Nesta's down there like, I'm gonna make sure everybody's—
739
00:47:29,412 --> 00:47:32,173
whoever goes in here next is gonna be fucked for life.
740
00:47:33,345 --> 00:47:36,749
Yes, she does. While all of this chaos is sort of happening,
741
00:47:37,295 --> 00:47:40,827
something that's going on in Feyre's mind is like, first of all, she's like,
742
00:47:40,960 --> 00:47:44,795
Fuck, there's no way out of this, right? Like, he was like, Mm-hmm.
743
00:47:44,876 --> 00:47:47,173
I have no more luck here. But
744
00:47:48,606 --> 00:47:50,747
Feyre is able to tell
745
00:47:52,631 --> 00:47:55,625
that there are weak spots in the wards, 'cause that's the other thing I forgot
746
00:47:55,625 --> 00:47:59,367
to mention. When they're in this cave, they all don't have— they can't, um,
747
00:47:59,883 --> 00:48:03,465
use their bond to, to communicate.
748
00:48:03,530 --> 00:48:06,903
It's like fucking with their magic and with their, with their bond. But
749
00:48:07,945 --> 00:48:11,715
Feyre, because she's part of all of this, right? Like she has elements of
750
00:48:11,715 --> 00:48:14,763
these crazy things, is able to tell that there are weak spots in this ward.
751
00:48:16,127 --> 00:48:19,496
And so she's able to sort of distract long enough to break,
752
00:48:20,378 --> 00:48:23,650
to break all of that so that these guys can now winnow out, right? Like
753
00:48:23,891 --> 00:48:27,581
her goal is, I gotta keep my crew safe. They've
754
00:48:27,597 --> 00:48:31,126
gotta take Nesta and Elain, get them the fuck outta here. And she's
755
00:48:31,126 --> 00:48:34,704
sacrificing herself yet again. to save
756
00:48:35,122 --> 00:48:38,268
the man that she loves, the people she loves. Right. And so
757
00:48:38,829 --> 00:48:42,521
somehow she and Rhysand are able to be on the same
758
00:48:42,521 --> 00:48:45,876
page without communicating with one another in that bond. And
759
00:48:45,972 --> 00:48:49,761
Feyre plays a part. One of her
760
00:48:49,809 --> 00:48:53,565
powers is like, she can like shine this bright light or whatever. So she's,
761
00:48:53,838 --> 00:48:57,514
she's completely putting on a show to say like, I am like
762
00:48:57,514 --> 00:49:01,013
under this spell. Like, oh my gosh, I'm out of the spell now. And she—
763
00:49:01,383 --> 00:49:03,448
plays on Tamlin's fucking fiddle strings.
764
00:49:04,626 --> 00:49:08,013
It's like, oh, I have been under this spell, save me.
765
00:49:09,998 --> 00:49:12,062
And Tamlin, the little bitch that he is, he's like, of course,
766
00:49:12,208 --> 00:49:15,756
of course you've been under this spell.
767
00:49:16,208 --> 00:49:18,159
Has nothing to do with me. You love me.
768
00:49:20,031 --> 00:49:23,423
You think I'm great. And— No, you're an asshole.
769
00:49:23,648 --> 00:49:27,329
Yeah. And, um, Rhysand
770
00:49:28,537 --> 00:49:32,313
is noticing what's going on. And, uh, Feyre begs the
771
00:49:32,313 --> 00:49:35,671
king of the Hybern to break their bond to prove,
772
00:49:36,490 --> 00:49:40,263
you know, I love Tamlin, I need to go back with him. And instead
773
00:49:40,360 --> 00:49:43,995
of it being a mating bond, 'cause I don't think the king of Hybern— no.
774
00:49:44,156 --> 00:49:47,032
Yeah. Doesn't the king of Hybern know that they're mates at that point?
775
00:49:48,780 --> 00:49:52,030
Rhysand? Yeah. Yeah. Like everybody kind of gets— well, no, because, uh,
776
00:49:53,076 --> 00:49:56,911
I don't know. Uh, 'cause Rhysand was like staying
777
00:49:56,959 --> 00:50:00,469
so still so that he doesn't waft and like
778
00:50:00,950 --> 00:50:04,764
show everybody that his scent has changed. So
779
00:50:06,239 --> 00:50:09,701
I know that the king, like she's showing the tattoo, break the bond, break the
780
00:50:09,701 --> 00:50:12,810
bond. And Rhysand is now playing the part too. Like,
781
00:50:13,515 --> 00:50:16,416
how did you figure it out, Feyre? How did you figure it out that like
782
00:50:16,416 --> 00:50:19,220
I was mind controlling you this whole time? Don't break the bond. Don't break the
783
00:50:19,220 --> 00:50:23,035
bond. And the king does, he breaks that agreement, that tattoo on their arm,
784
00:50:23,067 --> 00:50:26,804
and it causes them both pain. And so it looks as if. She's been freed
785
00:50:26,821 --> 00:50:30,555
from his control. Yeah. And so at that point,
786
00:50:31,087 --> 00:50:34,902
him, Cassian, Azriel, Mor, all of them winnow out
787
00:50:34,902 --> 00:50:38,283
of the— out of there with the sisters. So they're gone now. They're, they're out
788
00:50:38,283 --> 00:50:42,060
of harm's way. And Lucien takes Feyre back to the Spring
789
00:50:42,093 --> 00:50:45,435
Court. Womp womp.
790
00:50:47,192 --> 00:50:49,965
Fucked up. So fucking fucked up.
791
00:50:51,867 --> 00:50:55,498
I'm like, dude, he's just an asshole, okay? And like,
792
00:50:55,722 --> 00:50:59,498
I, I really want like Rhysand and Feyre to
793
00:50:59,514 --> 00:51:03,193
like be this, be this power
794
00:51:03,193 --> 00:51:06,904
couple. A power couple of people that really love
795
00:51:06,904 --> 00:51:10,647
each other. Yeah, I think they are. I
796
00:51:10,759 --> 00:51:13,539
think they are. But at first you think that,
797
00:51:14,519 --> 00:51:18,069
that Hybern has— well, at first I thought that
798
00:51:18,069 --> 00:51:20,484
Hybern had broken the
799
00:51:20,484 --> 00:51:24,269
mating bond. But it
800
00:51:24,269 --> 00:51:27,894
wasn't the mating bond, it was the
801
00:51:28,039 --> 00:51:30,166
agreement on the tattoo.
802
00:51:32,326 --> 00:51:35,823
But what they didn't know is that the night before,
803
00:51:37,420 --> 00:51:40,525
Tamlin— or fucking Rhysand and, uh,
804
00:51:41,173 --> 00:51:44,893
Feyre went to a priestess and she got another
805
00:51:44,893 --> 00:51:48,205
tattoo. On the other hand. Yeah, on her other
806
00:51:48,221 --> 00:51:51,690
hand, and they're like
807
00:51:51,851 --> 00:51:55,095
married in the fae way now or whatever.
808
00:51:55,850 --> 00:51:59,480
And so she's also now the
809
00:51:59,480 --> 00:52:02,580
first High Lady ever. Of the Night Court. Because
810
00:52:02,676 --> 00:52:06,451
Rhysand is like, no, she's my High Lady. And
811
00:52:06,628 --> 00:52:10,145
everybody in the room, Cassian more and
812
00:52:10,707 --> 00:52:14,224
Azriel when they're back in the apartment, Amren goes,
813
00:52:14,578 --> 00:52:18,420
where is she? Yeah. And they're like
814
00:52:20,109 --> 00:52:23,842
all sort of quiet, like, oh fuck, how do
815
00:52:23,842 --> 00:52:26,788
we tell her this, right? And then Amren is like,
816
00:52:27,513 --> 00:52:29,445
where is she?
817
00:52:31,400 --> 00:52:34,787
And then finally they were like— Rhysand tells them all this stuff about, you know,
818
00:52:34,869 --> 00:52:38,534
High Lady and all this other whatever. Fucking
819
00:52:40,342 --> 00:52:43,818
Fucking bonkers. I love it. We find out
820
00:52:43,818 --> 00:52:46,001
that it was the—
821
00:52:47,440 --> 00:52:50,740
um, fuck, my brain just farted so hard.
822
00:52:52,394 --> 00:52:55,907
We find out that the bond that was broken was the agreement. He
823
00:52:56,068 --> 00:52:59,860
also reveals to them, that's not just my mate we're talking about, we're
824
00:52:59,860 --> 00:53:02,752
talking about the High Lady of the Night Court. And that's when they realize that
825
00:53:02,752 --> 00:53:06,143
they've gotten married. And he goes, and now she Is
826
00:53:06,560 --> 00:53:10,189
in the Spring Court. Yeah, and Mor says, my
827
00:53:10,269 --> 00:53:13,449
High Lady is surrounded by her enemies.
828
00:53:14,123 --> 00:53:17,495
Yeah, but she's going to destroy them from the inside out.
829
00:53:18,362 --> 00:53:22,135
Yeah, and that was like Rhysand told Mor, did you
830
00:53:22,135 --> 00:53:25,154
not hear her when she said, I will re—
831
00:53:25,748 --> 00:53:29,232
Everybody thought that she was talking about
832
00:53:29,602 --> 00:53:31,855
Rhysand, but she was Talking about Tamlin.
833
00:53:33,510 --> 00:53:37,012
Oh, so that's the M. Night
834
00:53:37,012 --> 00:53:40,791
Shyamalan ding dong twist. That is
835
00:53:40,807 --> 00:53:44,174
that Feyre not only goes back, but they can
836
00:53:44,206 --> 00:53:48,008
communicate through this bond, and Feyre has promised to destroy the
837
00:53:48,008 --> 00:53:51,453
Spring Court from the inside out. Side note,
838
00:53:52,097 --> 00:53:55,735
Lucien is watching Feyre like, this is a bunch of bullshit, but he don't say
839
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nothing. Nope. Because now his mate is her sister.
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Yep. So now the allegiance is a bit different than
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what it was before Elayne showed her face. So that's
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the cliffhanger of where the next book begins. So I, I
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do have a question. What was, uh,
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Iyantha or whatever? Iyantha. Yeah, what was her
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role? What was her role in all of this I will tell you,
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but I don't know if it's in this book, so just forewarned. The only
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part that's in this book, the only part that's in this book,
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is that she lived in
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Hybern for those 50 years.
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And during— because for whatever reason, that's where she was,
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was Hybern for 50 years. And then she came back when
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Amarantha was gone. She came back and started at
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the Spring Court and was
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like in— that's why Skittles said earlier about she's in
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everybody's ear. So
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she has been like in Tamlin's ear this
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whole time,
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manipulating him,
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right? Yeah. See, you gotta go to the king. Yeah, you gotta go to the
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king. Rhysand's got her under control also. Yep. That's how he
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knew. That's how the King of Highburn knew where, um,
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Elayne and Nesta lived, because she had been very
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open with, you know, Ianthi. That was her friend. She is a scorned woman,
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and she goes back with a motherfucking mission.